i'm so bored in the ofc and did this...

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

i'm back

heyhey! i'm back from my macau and HK trip. duno why think everyone is clearing leave. the ofc is sooooo quiet and cold maybe also because of the rainy season bah. everywhere i go it rained. hehehe it is good also coz i can blog! actuali what inspired me to blog is seeing one ofmy colleague blogging early in the morning. think she also nothing to do? hehehe

toking abt my HK trip, it was quite a happening and fruitful trip. rest assured i got ur almond biscuits l3 :) i took pics with jay and aaron of coz. and our dear bestest fren say the pic i took wif jay on msn, actuali called and ask if i changed new bf! hahaha think pic small so look as if its real. played with the video conference function wif him as well. hehehe its so funny and weird coz he boboly din pluck in his webcam so i realli duno where to look when toking to him. not much of a lag as well. hehehe maybe when mgg got internet can play that wif him.

toking abt mgg...duno what happened but he had been feeling insecured lately. maybe coz of my bochup attitude bah. sometimes one gets tired coaxing someone too... felt so bad towards him and is trying my best to make up to him yet think he is juz a little vindictive...

yah bestest fren told me he kept my pressies for me. thanks laoz! hehehe hope u guys enjoyed ur xmas party at tokkie hse. hope to see you all soon for NYE bbq!

which day is the 1st day of the week?

this is a very controversial qns... was arguing with mgg over this bobo qns. anyway doesnt matter... i am leaving for a holiday NEXT Monday and that's it. period.

hehehe anyway i got myself a new lappie! so happy coz its a decision made 3 mths ago and i finali put it into action... the delay coz i wana get the best deal at some computer shows. so for the past 3 mths, i have been reading hardwarezone religiously. whenever possible, i will kup po Digital Life from my corp comms mgr (she's known for being fierce... scare scare). all has ended. now i can go back to my darling flowerpod hehehe gota catch up on that to read more about macau and HK. Felt this trip is very unorganised. i din even had an itinenary planned out at all. asked juan to do it but i seriously doubt she will. anyay i onli had 3 things on my agenda:

• go to the peak see my aaron kwok (congrats for getting best leading actor in Golden Horse award my dear! u r simply great! better den some bobos who starred in >200 movies and yet not to achieve whatever u had gotten)
• go to disneyland (yah i know HK disney isnt that great. but since you are there why not rite? hope i dun meet with those rowdy PRCs who shit ard.... opps)
• visit my auntie (to be exact, she is my grand auntie but too used to calling her beau gu ma. the last time i went she still treat me and sor dim sum. but think now she is too old to walk ard. hope i will be able to visit her again after this time wif my father)

was discussing with juan and sor about what to wear to HK. apparently our dear sor wana go there and fashion show, to display the wide array of winter wear she has collected throughout the years. she got burberrys scarf, trench coat for all seasons and not forgetting boots. she is really all set to be sammi there. juan says no boots will lose 'say' one. hahaha okok i can finali put my boots into use liao... i got from taiwan then but duno when i can wear. l3 was asking when would i wear when i bought in taiwan... my ans is wedding dinner. even i told juan we can go HK buy boots to wear for wedding dinners in sg hahaha but i think nowadays gers in sg oso wearing boots! hehehe but i bet it will be damned hot wearing in sg...

going back to sleep liao... watching chelsea and arsenal match... bestest fren cfm will wan Arsenal to win rite? hehehe

the fateful pic

duno what got over me... got sort of emotional... was reading the papers and saw the article on ah hao. saw the glamourous shot he took before his death penalty. i cant help but tears juz rolled down. shant put the pic here coz even today i see the pic in wo bao, i was like on verge again.

i understand that he deserves it coz he took away a 9 year old ger's life. but if we were to look at him from a different stand. he is someone who is going to die and taking his last photo shoot in life. he was all dressed up and all smiles, even though he knew this is gota be the last time he get to wear blazer shirt and tie. he seems all ready for it, to amend for his wrongdoings... cant help but feel pity for him...

me been fickle lately. got a black ipod coz i wana be uniform with my hp. when i reach the apple store, i cant help but to feel uncomfortable abt the fact i got a black ipod. understand why now... ipod looks better in white (to me) and i shldnt try so hard for everything to look black and sleek... so fickle rong-er went to change into a white ipod :) fickle rong-er oso changed her mind abt the model of lappie she wana buy. from asus to HP. come to realise that im too old to be fickle. if onli i can turn back time say 2-4yrs back, maybe i would have tried more things. now opportunity strikes but think auntie me cant afford to lose anymore... time is definitely my worst enemy...

rong-er stays in a moving castle

i had a good dream the night before. dreamt that i was in my kitchen telling my mama im going hk. den i went to look out of the window, instead of seeing the usual field in reality, i am seeing those red bricked rooftops with owls srructures and my hse is moving!! just like howl's moving castle. it may seem to be a simple dream, but duno for what reason it made my day :)

today i went to vivo city

i was requested/ordered to post smthing here today. i seriously got nothing to blog abt. its still the same old thing... nothing much happened. i am pretty occupied with getting a lappie which is going to cost me a fortune. i am oredi starting to eat grass now. coz of it, i am delaying my plans to study a course. maybe its good oso, for me to think more b4 comitting to study again. and coz of it, i cant realli go oversees this yr.

would realli love to go for a short trip this yr. but cant find kakis. maybe i shld go myself? bali? bkk? short trip bah coz wana save more $$ for next yr japan trip. seriously... i wish i can join ld for europe but think its realli too way off for me... its been my dream to visit prague. too bad, mgg cfm wun wana visit wif me... at least i have a goal to work towards to :)

btw, think foong is able to discharge tml. so happy for her. went to pray for her yest. duno since when, i started to go pray pray whenever i have some problems. even my mama was thinking whats wrong wif me. maybe its relly true, when you r helpless, the onli thing u can do is to pray. this remind me of a "joke" someone told me in my seconday days. there is this guy who wana grow tall. he ask his tall frens how to get taller. they suggested for him to play bball. so he tried. he went to play bball everyday got himself all tired but still in vain. so he went back to his fren again and ask them: is there any way i can get tall w/o working out? the ans they gave him is: ask god. though this was a joke my fren told me, teasing his fren. but i feel its very true. if u nv try, no one can help you. u can onli help yourself and there is no free lunch in this world... but of coz... u can alwiz ask god for more directions...

i have completed my assignment miss chiu. thank you :)

Glad to have you with me

yest was quite a happening day for me. happening in a good way i feel.

attended a wedding dinner wif mgg and surprisingly saw my Cousin there. glad to see he is still the same old cousin. dunno how is he doing at home but who knows it may be a blessing with disguise? during the wedding, mgg told me smthing... the thing that i have nv told any one. it is the thing that had made me feel inferior all these years. i have nv mentioned that to any one. coz of it, i am unable to be confident in front of others and alwiz feel im at a losing end. maybe its the leo in me that i have nv mention this b4. but he actuali realise that in me. thanx mgg... for knowing me. sorry that i alwiz feel that you duno me. maybe its you know me too well liao thats why u dare to say those harsh words to me...

found a good fren back. brought back memories from 3 years back. no matter what happened... wana tell you: glad to find you back! u r still my special and cherished frens no matter what happened.

i think im realli blessed ger, with all my good frens, mgg, family and laoz. thanx everyone... i will learn to count my blessings!

so many things happened, so little updates

think its been more than a mth since my last update. actuali not realli so busy till i got no time to update but just tot that my life is juz too insignificant to tell others. but come to think abt it, this blog is meant for ppl who may for interested in whatever happened to my life and most of all, for myself. a record of events that happened that i would like to remember in case my pea brain hard disk dun have enuff memory to store them all.

juz 'celebrated' mgg bdae at devils on sat. duno whether to say if i got a good time coz to me its more of a kinda routine. bdae they will go chong and my duty is to take care of mgg if he got drunk. of coz i had some fun in the guess-what-colour-is-her-undies activity. Lionel's idea but anyway i had that in mind all the way. believed that gers wear short skirts are meant for ppl to see anyway. if not, why wonder to dress up? at 1st he still tot not many ppl will turn up coz its kinda last min thingy coz he's busy wif his auntie's wake. anyway think not bad, was counting myself just now, almost like 20 peeps turn up. maybe my bdae oso dun have so many ppl bah hahaha.

toking abt his bdae... cant help but to think of yq. if he is ard, probably he will be busy taking pics of everyone having fun. duno whether he is having fun inside anot. even though maybe to him, im juz his good fren's gf, i cant help but to feel smthing for him. i mean sad of coz hahaha. i cant help but to think if mgg had realised his intentions earlier, would we be able to stop him in time to make another mistake. 7.5 yrs and 24 ratan... not easy. i wonder how long he will take for each cane. heard from bro it takes 3 mths to recover. mgg was pretty harsh at 1st when he knew abt it. i tot he will be sad... but maybe he juz din wana show it out bah. to a certain extent, i do agree wif his thinkings... that yq should learn his mistake and not to commit such offence again. maybe thats me, i tend to like to blame myself in things rather den to blame others. coz i alwiz believe in every matter, takes 2 hands to clap. maybe we could have offer him more concern? of coz, believe that he was the one who seek concern and attention from some others... hope he is doing well inside. duno whether he will learn his lesson this time. still too earli as it will be another 7 years b4 i were to see him again. wonder what will happen den but i wish him all the best and do take care...

mgg's auntie death came as something sudden to me also. i have met with her think 2 times. during her wake, den i realised something: it is during ur death den ppl will start to show concern abt you and judge you; if you had a good life or a bad life. duno why but this funeral i felt more than the last one for mgg's uncle. i kept thinking abt how will i be able to handle deaths. i seriously dun think i can do it. hehehe think duno tok too much on this topic. i get emotional abt it hahaha

my work been better i feel. sort of like got the hang of things. hope this will go on longer bah.

btw, i am having plans to get myself a lappie and ipod! hahaha working towards the IT ger sia. had plans on changing my room furniture once i get the lappie... show u all my room pic once its all done... duno how long it will take but think shld be by end of the yr.

harlow im back!

hahaha its been such a long time since i last have an entry. been realli busy.. wif work and wif life.

my work, as usual, has been taking much of my time. im realli feel sorry towards mgg coz he is very free lately but i have no time to accompany him. come to think of it, looking at l3's blog, i oso have this blog for > 1 yr. she was the one who influenced me to have this blog. and when i started this blog, it was the times i had bad times wif mgg. glad everythings over and we r doing well. thank you mgg... i must say i can realli see ur efforts for the past 1 yr.

BTW, i got my diving license... rather half gotten coz left wif the theory. it was realli a very fun experience! u guys can refer to L3's blog for the pics...

suddenly duno what to write leh... hahaha doing uzap... maybe another day when i got more time to slowly blog bah...

opps so im onli 18?

鑑定結果您的精神年齡18歲
與您實際年齡差-8歲
幼稚度40％
成熟度50％
老化度8％

hahaha duno whether its good or bad hahaha

What an Article

My printer msn me this morning to inform me of the article above. sigh... realli feel sad that this issue is now made know to the whole world. to think i was juz telling serene that who is the bobo that went to tell BT abt this, during lunch, reporter from zaobao called and asked me for "inside information". to be frank, though i have left, i still wana protect the company w/o lying. so i told him whatever that was reported was true and i left coz i wana seek better prospects; as for why others left, they mostly went into travel related industry which who noes may pay better. really sad to see the company in such situation. from 60 employees to now, i think my fingers will be good enuff. realli hope they will come dong shan zai qi. even for miss betty... i feel wu nai for her. she is of certain age, english not very good and not proficient in computer. it is very difficult for her to find a new job. glad that cousin left the company though. but can feel his heart is still there. think even mine is still there. yah i admit, the company din treat me well... but its the bobo boss... my colleagues were GREAT!

anyway think i haven blog for damned long... started work at my new work place. its great i must say coz i get to see animals everyday. i especially enjoy the elephants, otters and orang utans. very theraputic seeing them actuali. of coz... work is hard i feel. it wasnt easy for me coz im not those sort who r into building r/s wif those high ranks. i like to stay where i am and do my work. of coz... my work wasnt very competent. cant help but to blame my previous company. last time i am realli an executer... they tell me do what i just do. dun bother give suggestions coz we got no $ to carry them out. now, im expected to give suggestions in everything i do. cant juz throw an email to my boss and ask her: please assist or for your action. still adjusting but think i am slowly seeing some light and improvements. jia you!!

will keep my blog updated as much as i could... been busy but think after june shld b ok...

BTW l3, diving how ah? hahaha

life goes on

hehehe i know i have been loboing at home doing nothing, but it seems like my nothing din include updating my blog. coz u see, im a big big lobo nowadays. many-a-times i type halfway and i decided that i shld juz settle in my cosy bed beside me instead. like what mgg says today: u think everyone like you ah? stay at home and sleep sleep sleep onli. i agree lah that i have been sleeping abit too much. but hor my eye rings getting darker and darker! damn...

anyway today wanted to go blading but it rained the whole day! bro told me that its juz an excuse for me to sleep more. but hey! im serious when it come to sports ok! hahaha i know its abit late that i started this sporty spirit in me now considering that i used to hate exercising soooo much. imagine: when i did my 2.4km run in sajc, i was the last person! my classmates (who have rested enuff coz they finished earli) actuali came and run wif me to encourage and motivate me during my last lap! not onli so, i choose SP over Ngee Ann base on one deciding factor, SP got no PE! i oso been thinking how come i got sudden interest in sports? issit coz of mgg coz he bball and vball everyweek? i dun think so leh coz i took up sports which he is not keen at all! issit realli too old to be a sporty ger ah? i see young lassies in those adidas, rip curl shops i feel im so out of place u know. nmind lah doesnt matter. almost gave up my skating actuali. but mgg lah say i not committed one. hehehe im not lah... i think i shldnt stop. coz i like in the middle of nowhere. if ppl ask whether i know how to skate, i ans no i like doing a disservice to my coaches. if i ans yes, i think im juz trying to act pro. so i decided to continue.

anyway looking forward to tml steamboat! seems like we keep havin steamboat. hope i can fill myself wif more activities b4 i start work bah...

My true color is Brown!

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

i have finali moved on!

yeah today is 26th march and i hereby declare i have officially left that bobo company of mine. actuali my last day was 17th but out of goodwill, i decided to help them out from tues to fri coz its NATAS. i believed this is the best one can do liao. this is what i call ren zhi yi jing! i realli feel sooooo happy that i got out of the shit. but of coz whats sianz is i gota be at home listen to my mama nags! this is what i cant stand. if i go out too often she will nag oso... well, hope can find a job soon.

anywa, as some of you may know, i got an interview tml! hahaha i wana blog here coz its realli very interesting! 1stly, i sent my resume last yr when i quite my previous previous job. now den they call (mgg says they damned efficient). 2ndly, this company sells pregnancy test kits! 3rdly, the company is call CORK international... these 3 pts made this job sound so damn wrong! but anyway, no harm going for interview oso what... onli waste time and $ on travelling. will update u guys soon on my interview k!

BTW, yest i passed by cityhall mrt and saw this ad: lose ur hp, lose your privacy. must be our dear fren propaganda again... bobo campaign... must be an aftermath of the NYP-Tammy-the-ah-lian saga. actuali i feel tammy is a damned victim of this whole incident. not saying i encourage whatever she is doing... but why everyone's attention is on the victim and not the person who started to post the video clip online? u mean she can get away scot-free? thats so wrong and sinful of whatever she had done! im not sure whether our society can condone pre-marital sex but im sure our society shld nv condone vindictive acts of the big bobo! now come up wif this campaign, juz wana make tammy a laffing stock... sigh... i feel sad for her actuali. she is afterall juz a teenager. why we wana be so harsh on her? does it mean she will be sterotyped as a pornstar? BTW, she oredi become one... more famous den fann wong and annabelle chong in the regional market... poor ger...

updates

well wanted to update my blog long ago but realli no time! actuali wana go and sleep liao. den l4 ask hws l3 and sailormoon. makes me realised its been a long time since i go read ur blogs. no one realli update oso hahaha except our dear rosie :)

ok lets make it a snappy one coz i wana sleep... tml got travel fair (typing damned fast now). as i mentioned to some of u... maybe my boss wouldnt wan me to stay on oso. coz i make a blunder... theres this ad featuring our rdshow on 26th. duno why come out become 28th. coz i din check properly. yah its my fault in some ways took it for granted coz this ad was supervised by mag herself. who would noe she would have overlooked that as well? not pushing blame on anyone anyway... its long over. coz of this bobo blunder, i had another fair on 28th to entertain those bobos who read the ad. surprisingly, there are realli a few bobos that come after reading the papers! OMG! hahaha dun believe got ppl purposely come my fair. tot my company the name oredi quite smelly.

anyway after this incident i oredi quite set to leave the company. actuali was abit half-hearted coz tot maybe i shld help till NATAS. but... the lady that i mentioned b4 call betty wah lauz keep finding faults wif me lately... n our dear johnson still say me why i step onto her toes... wah lauz why not ask her why she keep stepping onto MY toe! i know she nv like me coz i nv tried to curry favour her oso. i know she is old bird and quite respected in the company coz she has direct contact wif my big big boss. but... WHO CARES! everytime juz go mag and complain abt me... angry! nmind lah i wana leave this company and THATS IT!

i have tendered!

bet many of you have heard me mentioned that i wana tender for quite some time but i nv seem to do it. anyway, i have juz done it on 18 Feb 2o06. even mgg was surprised that i did it. coz i alwiz say but nv do. anyway i felt good after tendering. took me smtime b4 i come to a decision. actuali i wana tender but wana find job 1st. in the end haven find and i tendered.

here's a recap of the events leading to the resignation and the aftermath of it.

as mentioned earlier, i haven rec my pay for quite some time. the bobo company promised will give 2 mths on 15th Feb. i waited for 15th. however, its to my disappointment. they apologised and say will give the next day. however, next time onli give one mth and nv bother to explain after it why onli 1 mth instead of 2mths as promised. as you guys oso noe, i made noise when i din get my pay b4 CNY. accounts dept, counter and me all made noise except for operations dept which i tot they r juz too guai. who noes after that, they mass resignation. most of the exes position resigned. horrible manz. i hear liao i scare... wah lauz they faster den me manz! i was caught in a dilemma coz i was determined to leave if i dun get my pay. who noes, get 1mth... in the middle of nowhere. den operations realli li hai, made me duno what to do. like i leave when the company needed ppl most. i tried toking to cousin abt his opinion. he dun seem very positive abt the company. den this bobo mag oso realised my attitude hasnt been good so like monitoring me. see i chat wif colleagues will ask me do this do that. sigh cant stand it. so i finali decided to throw my letter on sat. went to check its a good day to throw rather den a monday coz sat means my last day is a friday. hehehe rope johnson in oso. aiyah he got sidelines so of coz dun mind tendering. den mag spoke to me abt it yest. well... as expected, she has nothing to make me stay. she is juz as clueless abt the company's directions as anyone. told me alex will speak to big big boss to cfm his dedication for the company. nv gave mag any definite ans... but told her that big big boss gota show some sincerity coz so many ppl leaving... sick of not getting pay... in fact, duno when i will get my jan's pay oso.

well... recently, feel so bad. been mistaken. learnt not to be a kpo. juz be happy and bother abt my OWN life thats it! hehehe

the very day bestest fren left

he left to continue his studies on 15th Feb 2006 - the day my company promised that will pay me my 2mths worth of salary. of coz, it turned out to be a disappointment. worst of all, i think i was realli stupid to fall prey to someone's trap. making a fool out of myself. think there are juz too much politics ard and i nv wanted to get involved at all. realised that despite all my efforts in working hard for the travel fair, no one seems to appreciate me. im not asking for credits actuali... but cousin told me there are ppl in the ofc who dun like me. and i jolly well noe why. dun compare me wif fern. i m not as pro management as her. i may have more attitude den her. but pls spare some tots for me. im working hard for the travel fair, doing charity for the workload of 2 persons. i believe i had done enuff to justify the amt im getting. i duno how to make betty happy; i duno how to get ard with mag; i have no experience in handling events. but one thing i noe for sure is, i alwiz try very best in doing every thing. i m responsible for things within my jobscope. i noe my attitude suxx lately coz i din get any pay. i did not take away the mac for any selfish reasons. i juz tot maybe i can save it. in the end... i seem to be the joke of the company. realised that the older i get, the more vindictive i get. finali realised that theres no pt staying in this company. it had nv treated me well anyway. i decided i shldnt treat it well oso. but i noe smthing, my evilness alwiz come too late. if its others, bet they have oredi done alot. this is what i like most abt myself. i alwiz wana be good to everyone. i nv wanted to treat anyone bad. thanx cousin for all your encouragement. juz when i seen to lost all the confidence in myself, ur words made me realised i shldnt think so lowly of myself. i have my strengths. one day i will get stronger yet remain happy.

the day bestest fren left, my com seems to noe and throw tantrums. he will be back soon u know... to see a stronger and happier bestest fren!

End of CNY Curse

yeah! CNY had juz ended yest and i think i sort of 88% recovered. Suffered alot during this period. got lotsa work to do, gota cope wif my sickness and the side effects of the anti biotics. glad all came to sort of an end wif the end of CNY.

well... yah i had alot of work to do, cover 2 persons work and sick and no pay. was damned angry wif the company actuali. ppl told me i shld ask for a pay raise. but me is a very realistic person. i know my capabilities. they gimme $10k a mth oso no use unless plastic surgery includes adding extra limbs and brains. they promise 15th will get pay. hope so manz... took off on 16th liao. if pay nv come, i shall seriously consider AWOL!

looking forward to meeting laoz tonite. been quite smtime since we last met up. miss u guys sooooo much manz! heard l3 got a gossip to share manz. hahaha she very smart put in her blog to creat suspense! oso sad that my dear bestest fren gota leave on 15th back to aussie. this time round din realli get to see him much. but glad that he is a happier man (at least i think so?).

tml is vdae! yeah! i duno what i yeah-ing for oso coz nv got to realli celebrate wif mgg. last yr its CNY, mgg and me spend in a clinic... he brought me to see doc. this yr, he maybe gota do proj. abit disappointed i must say but nmind lah. wana wish all my frens a happy vdae! for those wif dates, rem to blog on hw u guys spend vdae k.

the CNY curse!

yah as much as i expected, I AM SICK AGAIN. best of all, im down wif the same sickness as last yr. duno what issit called but think its a kinda serious throat infection that will be followed with on-off fever and body aches that need strong and expensive antibiotics. the bobo company doc actuali called my company and say the med will cost $41 and need their permission. CRAP! sigh i dun realli care lah. juz find that its juz my luck that im sick again though i been taking precautions like drinking lotsa water. doc says my immune system down thats why i m prone to these kinda infection and even ask whens the last time i kana this. think she realli smart can see i alwiz kana this but its alwiz CNY! too bad me gota work... travel fair coming up and i cant afford to be sick so i can onli fight for more rest now. going to sleep now. tml going ofc later coz i wana sleep... think i need more rest bah! JIA YOU AH! U WILL BREAK THE CURSE (one day)!

Happy Chinese New Year!

heyhey! yeah its CNY! bet everyone must be damned happy abt CNY coz can get ang baos. but me beg to differ. in fact, i dun like (can i say hate?) CNY. the reason why i dun like CNY coz i dun like to ge siao say gong hei fatt choy to relatives i barely even noe and see juz to get ang baos. nah not my kinda thing. oso, ALL relatives will ask the same qns.

1. what level r u? primary what liao ah? woah so fast secondary sch liao ah.
2. which secondary sch ah? aiyoz neighbourhood ah? express or normal? tot ur papa say u very smart? how come nv go special stream? how come nv go SAP sch like ur sis?
3. which jc u go ah? how many pts for ur sch prelims?
4. when going uni ah? wana study local uni or overseas one?
5. got bf anot? why nv bring bf come? dun bluff lah no bf.
6. when getting married? how come every yr bring diff bf come ah?

i cant tahan their qns manz... nothing in depth... so superficial.anyway thats for my case of coz. so since the age of 17, i stop going to pai nian. but i think this had become a curse for me. for the past few yrs, i alwiz fall sick during CNY! and mind you, its big illness that can last from 2nd day to last day of CNY! sianz rite? i oredi dun like CNY and now coz of the curse, i feel i realli got no fate wif CNY.

anyway, the reason why i wana blog coz i wana show u guys my cute little nephew isaac! he came my hse during reunion dinner. boy he realli grew up alot! lasy yr he still need ppl to carry him ard and hardly can take any solid food. now, he even enjoys sweeping the floor!

tml we going to eat dim sum and me going to take more pics wif this cute little nephew of mine! yah wana show u guys my bed! nothing to hao lian but u noe though i got no $ to buy new clothes for CNY, i will buy for my bed. i think i got a thing for bedsheets bah.

STOP HAUNTING ME!

today was a terrible day at work! i was totally fully haunted by my creditors! its NOMB lor but coz im the contact person so im getting all the shit! fucking hell call my hp non-stop and still ge siao use ofc num call so that i wun recognise the number. theres this particular one from AKxxx company call A wah lauz cannot make it! he been calling me since last week. i told him i will check for him for the payments. today call again in the morning. i again use my newly-mastered tai-chi 18 style tell him i will check and get back to him. of coz, my new tai-chi style does not include reverting back. so i conveniently din call him back. who noes this fucker bombard my hp. i, being understanding of his current situation, was kind enuff to sms that im in the midst of a lunch appt with SPH --> side track: had yu sheng and bao yu! but its juz quality no quantity. i come back 2 hrs i hungry liao. den i realise theres no MEAT/RICE/NOODLES in the whole 8 course lunch! WTF! no wonder i so hungry... cherriene is a carnivore u noe, she no meat cfm die one! den the bobo guy sms me that he quarelled wif his a/cs side coz they think he nv work. when i come back from the appt, i see an email which was addressed to his a/c and copy me. he says he been calling me, smsing me etc but i nv ans. he will come down to my ofc to look for me and get an ans for them. wah lauz, i see this i scared!! 1st thing went to find cousin but HE TOOK HALF DAY LEAVE. damn... so i chop chop go to my counter and tell them if anyone come and look for me, call and ask me.

ok the point abt the above is not that im trying to shun from my work responsibilities. to be frank, its not mine but the a/cs. but the thing is, this bobo andrew is a damn loser! i share the same sentiments with his a/c dept that he doesnt work. fern been working with him for quite smtime and nv see him b4. and i onli managed to see him once coz his DO we din chop <-- bet if no chop he cannot get commission or he wun be so good lat come and ask me chop. this bobo ask him for invoice will take very long. he is not efficient in his work at all. to be frank, i dun think he is interested in his job. i called him a couple of times and i feel he is juz out there skiving playing billard! see his lips, i bet he is one hell of a smoker! the thing is , prior to all these haunting i oredi dun like him. he has been blacklisted by me actuali. if not his phone is cheap, i tell you i wun wana buy from him manz. he is juz like a sales coordinator den sales exe. i call him and order den he carry out the order. no interest in building up good rapport in this account at all. i think ppl of this name all got prob one! another supplier that guy oso same name oso kana blacklisted by me. its another long story though... but come to think of it... my illusion guy if u still rem, he oso same name... ok lah give this name some credits. but I WILL NOT NAME MY SON THIS NAME LOR!

ok enuff of my complaints. think i becoming like xxxx like what L3 says. opps die liao how ah? but at least i nv go thru NS b4 lor. BTW, the mood now in the ofc is damned sucky manz! everyone got no mood to work, including myself. today seriously wana take MC but got 2 appts. den think fri i shall take since my designer and my GM both on leave. who noes that bobo johnson oso take leave. which means the whole dept onli got me working on tt day! sianz sianz sianz luckily i got yq and ah boi wif me for me to kah jiao and chat wif or else... sigh. when will my pay come ah? i no $ but i still buy bah kua for mgg. but its the shrunk version this yr. no $ lah bo bian.

rong-er wana blog TOO

yah its a saturday. been a long time since i come back and work on a saturday (lets not tok abt last sat coz i come back base on goodwill and juz wana make sure my leave is approved). dragged myself out of the bed today. i slept earli yest but cant help to feel tired today. duno what happened. maybe my body been conditioned in such a way that sat and sun will auto be tired unless i wake up after 11am?

come office oso sianz... no mood to work. went to cousin's ofc to chat wif him.i think he got his own frustrations abt work as well. think we r all frustrated bah. CNY is coming and our pay is delayed w/o any memos. cherriene is angry liao... i will go and shoot an email shld i not rec any pay by next week! was still telling mgg that i got no $ to buy him bah kua this yr! its damned pathetic u noe. lets not tok abt bah kua, i dun even have $ to top up my farecard yest. my nets been rejected at smrt as well as watsons. the worse is my bobo sis still come and inform me today is METRO SALE! wah lauz! my powder is running low... time to stock up liao manz! luckily i stock up my fancl cleanser during isetan sale <-- when i still have some $. i think i can realli feel the morale of everyone being very low. think i going to reach my limits soon... dun feel like working... juz wana sleep and thats it!!

rong-er wana blog!

yah i noe now its working hrs and i got lotsa work piling up for me to do. still...

rong-er WANA BLOG!

yeah yeah yeah im shouting coz i think my working life is sucking a whole big time! finali its my turn to complain after me complaining abt my colleagues complaining <-- see previous post. u noe what? maybe i should do a bit of self introduction here.

rong-er:
is a ger who loves to sleep <-- aim to sleep at least 7hrs a day
got 4 limbs and one pea brain that seems to be getting more and more scattered
wana buy some new year clothes and shoes coz mgg is complaining she got no fashion sense
wana spend time wif mama to go do new yr shopping so that everyones happy
wana buy a new tv, curtains, tv rack etc ie to do up her room into smthing more cosy and more cherriene
hopes smone has more time for her so that she dun need to keep waiting for approval
been doing lotsa calculations. not her pay of coz... but media budget


basically i feel that rong-er has no time and no $. noe why? she is now doing the work of 2 person and there seems to be no one who can help her share her workload. also, rong-er hasnt got her pay and new yr is coming! i realli feel so sad for rong-er smtimes u noe... theres so much she wana do and she can do better yet she onli got 24hrs a day and she needs 7hrs of sleep (btw she oredi cut down to 5-6hrs) and she got no $. i would suggest rong-er to start to have some savings and look for better prospects. maybe rong-er can go look for yu or juan to do sm financial planning for herself. idea sia! rong-er can be a happier person u noe... she was once very happy. actuali, not saying that she is not happy, but i believe she can be happier if things go smoothly for her. BTW, heard rong-er this yr fan tai sui! sigh... like i alwiz say: when God wans u to be suayz, he will go all out to make u suayz... yah btw, i oso realised rong-er been doing lotsa monologue lately... LIKE NOW!

the 1st 2 weeks of 2006

today, someone commented that i look as if im dead... true enuff... maybe i have lost the energy to look refreshing everyday. its juz so tiring. but i chose to blame it on the weather as its easier to get away with it. no point telling them what the hell is happening to me coz does it realli matter to do? can they help me? i seriously doubt so.

one thing i have learned abt yr 2006 is: it doesnt pay to be a KPO. yah, nv be a kpo unless its u got too much kponess in ur body to be release out. or else, juz keep it inside. tried to make things easier but in the end, ppl dun seem to appreciate what i have done and make me feel im juz a kpo and it doesnt pay. maybe to you the tix belong to him. but maybe coz im the one who has been following up so i feel more for the pair of tix. i juz wana fully utilise the tix so that everyone is happy. in the end, maybe onli that bobo gets happy coz he managed to pick shit. to you, im juz being a plain kpo. fine, i shall wash my hands off from this matter. let u guys settle it. its NOMB anyway why shld i bother... in the end onli get myself misunderstood and hurt. din enjoy the ikea trip coz of that. maybe i was wif the wrong company bah... going ikea is abt the shopping experience. u can go in for hrs and come out empty handed. yet the inspirations on how to deco ur hse will definitely make the trip a fruitful one. stop counting in the cost of going ikea... there are many things in life which u cannot measure wif $.

think i finali noe whats wrong wif us. its our conflict management method. im more of collaboration and compromise; urs is avoidance. maybe its time to tok to xl... smtimes i need a pair of listening ears and not hearing ears...

btw, yest i gave my blog add to 2 persons, Mr AT and Mr Cousin. i duno how often will they be visiting my blog. anyway, i oso duno who have been reading it either. juz feel that this is a channel for me to jot down my tots. Cousin ask me whether i have been trueful in my blog entries, am i scare that ppl read abt my inner tots. i told him that if u got this bad habit like picking ur nose, would u blog abt it and let everyone noe? i think i have been very trueful in my entries. i feel for every word i say here. but of coz, i will tend to avoid to mention sensitive issues here coz i think maybe those issues r not meant to be shared.

finali my new yr resolutions for 2006!

yeah yeah finali i got the time to think abt what i have done in yr 2005 and make resolutions for yr 2006. heres a simple recap of my happenings in 2005:

1. i have managed to achieve 2 main things which i was unable to do for the past 25 yrs of my life... the 1st is I managed to differentiate LEFT and RIGHT! to many of you it may seem like an easy task since young... but me was unable to do so

2. i have learned how to swim! yeah this is another achievement! yah i duno how to swim since young but duno what happened, i finali got the courage to go and learn this life skill. to me, its a great challenge coz its hard to imagine this 25 yr old ger in the middle pool learning how to "bend, kick and close".

3. i must credit my ability to diff left and right to picking up driving. i got my driving license and the whole process was a memorable one... to think im such a bobo, laff when i failed and cried when i passed. anyway its all over and i got my license!

4. like l3, i attended the 1st Laoz wedding held this yr on 26th Feb 2005. it was a very fun experience and i bet everyone gota remember it esp our dear tiffy woke up fully dressed for another wedding dinner.

5. i think 2005 is oso the yr i travelled the most. i went to china (shanghai, suzhou, hangzhou, nanjin and wuxi) with my family in april. it was supposed to be a tour cum find relative trip. we din managed to find my relative but i bet my father is very happy that he finali got to go shanghai where our ancestors came from. in november, i went to taiwan wif l3! it was a very fun experience coz its a free and easy. we managed to taste many goodies! not forgetting turkey in dec which i was the tour leader. its my 1st experience as a tour leader and i saw snow for the 1st time too! damned bloody cold there and i started to appreciate sg's weather.

6. i quit that bloody old job of mine and started work in this new job. i feel im like jumping from one shit to another... but think the shit is getting better. shld i change job again, hope i can upgrade to smthing better den shit. hehehe

7. learned this magical phrase from xl: "if you cant put down ur pride for the person u luv, there is no one else worth for you to do that".

8. cant think of anymore now... will update shld there be any..

anyway i hope to achieve the following in yr 2006:
1. learn how to dive! get my diving license!
2. pick up a new skill. was thinking of taking up some design courses to value add myself.
3. be a happier ger. not saying im not happy now, but hope that i will be a better person and learn more things!
4. learn to be more contented. i feel im a pretty easily contented ger... but i hope i can cherish all i have now better...
basically, i wana be a better person as age catches up...

May 2006 be a GREAT yr for my families and all my frens and laoz!

a note b4 my new year resolution

Actuali i wanted to do a retrack on the events or happenings for me in year 2005 after seeing what our dear l3 had done. but i told her, i cant think of any yet. anyway i shall post that soon once i managed to recollect all my evil-doings in 2005. juz wana complain abt some things that happened in office which i seriously cant stand.

i know that my company is not doing so well nowadays. as many of you know, my company alwiz nv pay me on time. to many of my frens out there, they dun understand why i still wana work in this company that dun pay on time. to be frank, i feel that at least this company gives me the kinda job satisfaction i wan, the empowerment and make me feel impt and an independent worker as compared to my previous bobo company. i seems to hate joining some particular colleagues for lunch nowadays coz i realised that lunch is their complain time. smtimes they dun complain but they juz seem to blame everything on the fact that the company has no $ or that it is mistreating them. another bobo been telling some news abt our company to parties who r not concerned. the intention is not to juz chat but i feel its to condemn the company. i admit i myself is guilty of that too, telling my frens and mgg i nv get my pay. but my intention is juz to let them feel for me and not to hate the company or disclose any information to let them think i know alot... i realli dun understand these ppl... if u r not happy, i seriously think u shld consider leaving. but the fact is they r not! they r not actively seeking for better employment opportunities. they feel they r the company's asset and w/o them the company will DIE. but sad to say, i feel they r in fact liabilities to the company. their attitude is being brought to their performance in their work. for me, i feel since im staying put, i shld juz do my work n think positively that things is going to be good... if one day i shld feel that theres nothing positive coming out, den its time for me to leave. the management may be fucked up or whatever shit u can call, but my responsibility is not to monitor whether they fuck things up anot but to do my job well...

sigh thats why i tend to avoid discussing abt the company wif them during my lunch but things more light hearted. u know how well the company is doing liao and how bad u feel to be in this shit... maybe u shldnt be counting the shit u r in to be reminded of it. anyway i managed to get one free lunch from mediacorp radio. hahaha so happy go eat my fav xiao long bao. hahaha wait till i try den tell you guys whether nice anot...

at the mean time, i shall think abt the recollections of 2005 and resolutions for 2006. tata!