Peng Kui Mode!

Argh! I know its still office hours but I m not eating snake k! juz wana put things down in words b4 i forget...

Been busy with stressing and worrying! damned scared that the flyers, brochures etc cannot meet deadline... maybe someone will need to shower sense of urgency powder on my designer bah... he seems pretty non chalent on the tight deadline and schedule we r facing... this is realli call huang di bu ji, tai jian ji bah... he still got duno how many ads going out costing duno many thousands. anyway hope things will turn out well.

anyway, today smthing nice and sweet happened to me (after a long period of sianz mode, finali smthing that make my heart feel warm). the tea auntie actuali helped me to get water when i juz got to ofc! i duno whether she got it b4 i reach ofc anot... i was toking to fern den i feel my water bottle, its warm! auntie rems i onli drink warm water... so sweet rite????? feel so bad manz... coz im not those dai sai ppl no need ppl to get drinks for me one. maybe auntie see me sitting in front of those fish tanks she tot i big shot? NONONO... anyway i appreciate it alot auntie but realli no need to do it liao... makes me soooo damn guilty!

ok gota go off liao! back to work!

Good Old Song

Like this song since my sec sch days. Find the lyrics very meaningful. hope one day i will learn how to broadcast this song over here... Sorina dun laff at me duno how to do links k! I will learn soon! hehehe soon....

Tommy Page -Time
I remember the day you say goodbye
Something was calling you
I could read it in your eyes
You told me that someday you'd meet again
But deep inside I always knew
This was the end
I remember those words you claimed
As I stood in the pouring rain
When I showed my heart would never be the same

You told me time will always heal the pain
Bring the sun and dry the rain
You need to solve and think our problems through
You told me time is always on my side
To turn the season,change the tide
Things work out with time if you want them to
Why can't time make me stop
Loving you

It wasn't very easy when you left
Every mention of your name
Would get me so upset
I trapped my emotions deep inside
And I don't like,I didn't care
With hope this would sub-side
I remember those words you claimed
As I stood in the pouring rain
When I showed my heart would never be the same

I try to get you off my mind
I live my life just wasting time
Hoping that someday I can say the same

things happen for a reason

Things happen for a reason... think so bah... maybe alot of things r fated bah... im not those who believe life in our hands. maybe i dun have to courage to persue the kinda life i wan bah...

Be With You

Juz got back from Bt Timah hill. went there despite the rain. walked with umbrella. abit feeling like the movie i have juz watched, Be With You, aka Using the Rain to say I Love You. I watched this movie wif mixed feelings. coz the nite that me and mgg quarelled, i actuali wanted jio laoz go watch this movie. maybe if i have went ahead wif the movie, we wouldnt have quarelled bah... nonetheless, i nv regret watching the movie coz its realli smthing sweet. like love letter, love may have blossomed long ago w/o u knowing it. but i still prefer love letter. coz i felt heartache after watching it. imagine that ur hubby married u juz becoz u look like a ger he adores back in his high sch days. and u onli realised that after he is dead... imagine the guy u detest had been writing ur name on the library card. u tot he is juz writing his name and vandalising the card... actuali he is writing the name of a ger he likes. Love is juz a strange thingy bah... even though u noe u r going to die ultimately, u still choose to be with the person u love.


anyway, got a durian free from auntie. hehehe felt very much indebted to her. maybe u guys wun understand bah... but the bond between me and auntie may be much more complicated and deeper den i ever noe. i will nv forget the day we hugged and cried out our pains together. its onli till den, den i realised who is the one who got hurt the most. we alwiz blame our parents for jumping into conclusions based on their own judgements and nv put themselves in our shoes... but have we ever put ourselves in theirs? bet alot of us r guilty of them. maybe coz we r not parents ourselves bah... parenthood is lifelong learning. u gota learn how to cope wif ur child as they grow older and proceed to diff stages of life... and its very pain when u r helpless... not knowing what u can do to help ur child and cope wif ur own pain...

hope tml wun rain, so that she can pass her driving :) rem to drink authentic tou hway zui ah!

Anatawa Ogenki desuka? Watashiwa genki desu!

my feelings now

你 在那里 这些年来如意不如意
还快乐 还单纯 还美丽 时光如何对你
我 在这里 人海中一座岛屿
很平静 风平浪静 只除了深夜里 回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你 你知道吗 如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你 听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息 都不是你

我 在那里 你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有 曾经怀疑 我说我会忘记 只是种好意

都不是你 我只想爱你

finali got to do my mani and pedi

hahahaha finali got to do my manicure cum pedicure that i have been eyeing for so long! been waiting for my pay and it came finali... after 20 days of long wait...

actuali 20 days i duno whether its long or short... long to wait for $, short period for the break up, but seems ages coz i miss him so badly...

hope we both will jia you in our lives... i dun wana give up yet...

my 1st blog

yeah baby! this is my 1st blog ever... not realli so coz i do write abit as and when in my space.

anyway would like to intro my current good fren to you guys. my elmo! think he had been my faithful good old fren for the past 1 week. not forgetting the ever-so-loyal tissue box and dustbin. cannot imagine how many trees i killed coz of the tissues i have been using.
anyway... they say pay day in another next 2 days. fucking ass... they delay and delay... even if they gimme $100 as compensation i oso wun xi han anymore manz!

anyway tired after driving... actuali i onli drove for 1 hr coz i wana come back for my desperate hsewife... what a crappy ending. but anyway i know its for season 2. hoping it will come back soon. xl ask me to start watching sex and the city to give myself more faith on love and r/s. another fren ask me to watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. maybe will go catch them soon bah... i alwiz think i got no time. wait till i finish the dan brown book? hahaha lets see den!