my life is so boring hahah

met up with sorina and company just and its not that bad with 66.6% attendance. hahaha anyway its nice meeting up with them, doing what we enjoyed most: steamboat. not forgetting the gossips and all.

juz realised that my blog is not such an interesting blog to read... true enuff, i tok mostly on my personal feelings on my life, no gossips or scandals. maybe, yah, i admit, my life is boring. my current schedule is rh home 8pm, watch the show on channel 55, 9pm watch channel 49, shower then sleep at 11pm. my bro isnt at home and after what happened to ah mah made me realised how much i have neglected my parents and how much they have aged. while i am moving forward with my life, i had left them behind, whose life are slower in pace. maybe ah mah is even slower. i tried to come home earlier so as not to miss dinner. i tried watching channel 49 instead of 55 at 9pm coz my mama likes that show. i will watch and discuss with her. i tried not to reject my father's free rides to work in the morning even though i know he is going to nag, not abt me but my mama, bro or sis. i am planning treating my mama, sis and nephew (he is free actuali) to high tea one of these days in april. i duno if i am doing enough actuali. i duno if they can see my efforts and how much i have to put in, in order to make it happen. this means not having the luxury of time at work as i have to finish work faster in order to go home. but thats hard on me coz i realised i tend to get immediate headache and suffer from giddiness whenever i have to rush work. i've been sick for 2 weeks... sorry, im not trying to make myself sound pathetic... i am not reminding myself how much i have given inorder to get back the same amt... i am just telling myself that: ger, you have done ur best, you have made efforts. smtimes, it doesnt matter if they realised the efforts you put in. u see the smiles on their face, cutting fruits, saving soups and desserts in the pot for you, just opening her eyes... thats priceless...

thanks to mgg oso... my mood been rather swingy coz of the things happening and i have been sleeping earli everynite coz im sick and we cant chat on the phone that often. thank you for your patience for this period that i am going through. i foresee the worst has yet to come.

yah sorina was telling me, maybe i shld blog less about my life but entertainment news and gossips of yu. hahaha i shall try... but i hv been so busy and haven been blogging nor reading peeps blog. sorry folks i haven been reading ur blog but i still care for you all. L3, tell us how was the family dinner thingy! ok, i shall try to blog more often with more entertainment gossips like the current andy lau's bu xiao ger fan or guo xianni and tao dayu extramarital affair.

Escape

When I was studying, I used to think I am able to handle stress and pressure pretty well. Maybe its becoz I never tend to take studies that seriously compared to work. Its till now that I realized that I can handle stress well, physically. Mentally, I am able to just smile and make my day better. However, my body been showing symptoms that I am not as strong as I think I am… it started last yr that I started to feel giddiness, the earth seemed to move. I told myself that maybe im juz tired and juz need some good rest. However, it became kinda default mode for me. Perpetual headaches and giddiness… my monitor will move when I read emails. I even tot its juz another ‘attack’ of my giddiness during the last earthquake.

Had this tot yesterday while on the bus that maybe its time I shld start looking for a new job. Told mgg abt this coz I feel if I were to stay on, I duno when I will faint at work. Also, my contract is ending soon… but I do enjoy my work even though I must alwiz be on the ball. It going to be 1 year and 1cycle for me.
· May-June holis event
· Aug parkhopper promo
· Sept sch holidays
· Children’s day
· World animal day
· Nov-Dec holis event
· CNY
· March holis
· Earth day in April
· World Gourmet Summit in April

I really think I have a lot to learn there coz I have juz started touching on ATL communications and haven touched on budgeting.

BTW, realized that I have been calling ppl (those PRCs I am working with for an exhibition) ‘stupid’. After scolding them, I will pick up my wallet, walk up to cheers and get myself my fav jolly tots or green tea marshmallow with ribena! hahah seems like these things make me happier. My luck been quite good oso… maybe coz I am very easily contented bah so little things make me happy. So come what may!! Jia you jia you jia you!!!

Hana Yori Dango Season 2

Great insert song by utada, flavour of life. its great to know the person u love is under the same sky as you even if u 2 are far apart. time to fall in love again...