Sunday, November 05, 2006

the fateful pic

duno what got over me... got sort of emotional... was reading the papers and saw the article on ah hao. saw the glamourous shot he took before his death penalty. i cant help but tears juz rolled down. shant put the pic here coz even today i see the pic in wo bao, i was like on verge again.
i understand that he deserves it coz he took away a 9 year old ger's life. but if we were to look at him from a different stand. he is someone who is going to die and taking his last photo shoot in life. he was all dressed up and all smiles, even though he knew this is gota be the last time he get to wear blazer shirt and tie. he seems all ready for it, to amend for his wrongdoings... cant help but feel pity for him...
me been fickle lately. got a black ipod coz i wana be uniform with my hp. when i reach the apple store, i cant help but to feel uncomfortable abt the fact i got a black ipod. understand why now... ipod looks better in white (to me) and i shldnt try so hard for everything to look black and sleek... so fickle rong-er went to change into a white ipod :) fickle rong-er oso changed her mind abt the model of lappie she wana buy. from asus to HP. come to realise that im too old to be fickle. if onli i can turn back time say 2-4yrs back, maybe i would have tried more things. now opportunity strikes but think auntie me cant afford to lose anymore... time is definitely my worst enemy...

Thursday, November 02, 2006

rong-er stays in a moving castle

i had a good dream the night before. dreamt that i was in my kitchen telling my mama im going hk. den i went to look out of the window, instead of seeing the usual field in reality, i am seeing those red bricked rooftops with owls srructures and my hse is moving!! just like howl's moving castle. it may seem to be a simple dream, but duno for what reason it made my day :)