i have tendered!

bet many of you have heard me mentioned that i wana tender for quite some time but i nv seem to do it. anyway, i have juz done it on 18 Feb 2o06. even mgg was surprised that i did it. coz i alwiz say but nv do. anyway i felt good after tendering. took me smtime b4 i come to a decision. actuali i wana tender but wana find job 1st. in the end haven find and i tendered.

here's a recap of the events leading to the resignation and the aftermath of it.

as mentioned earlier, i haven rec my pay for quite some time. the bobo company promised will give 2 mths on 15th Feb. i waited for 15th. however, its to my disappointment. they apologised and say will give the next day. however, next time onli give one mth and nv bother to explain after it why onli 1 mth instead of 2mths as promised. as you guys oso noe, i made noise when i din get my pay b4 CNY. accounts dept, counter and me all made noise except for operations dept which i tot they r juz too guai. who noes after that, they mass resignation. most of the exes position resigned. horrible manz. i hear liao i scare... wah lauz they faster den me manz! i was caught in a dilemma coz i was determined to leave if i dun get my pay. who noes, get 1mth... in the middle of nowhere. den operations realli li hai, made me duno what to do. like i leave when the company needed ppl most. i tried toking to cousin abt his opinion. he dun seem very positive abt the company. den this bobo mag oso realised my attitude hasnt been good so like monitoring me. see i chat wif colleagues will ask me do this do that. sigh cant stand it. so i finali decided to throw my letter on sat. went to check its a good day to throw rather den a monday coz sat means my last day is a friday. hehehe rope johnson in oso. aiyah he got sidelines so of coz dun mind tendering. den mag spoke to me abt it yest. well... as expected, she has nothing to make me stay. she is juz as clueless abt the company's directions as anyone. told me alex will speak to big big boss to cfm his dedication for the company. nv gave mag any definite ans... but told her that big big boss gota show some sincerity coz so many ppl leaving... sick of not getting pay... in fact, duno when i will get my jan's pay oso.

well... recently, feel so bad. been mistaken. learnt not to be a kpo. juz be happy and bother abt my OWN life thats it! hehehe

the very day bestest fren left

he left to continue his studies on 15th Feb 2006 - the day my company promised that will pay me my 2mths worth of salary. of coz, it turned out to be a disappointment. worst of all, i think i was realli stupid to fall prey to someone's trap. making a fool out of myself. think there are juz too much politics ard and i nv wanted to get involved at all. realised that despite all my efforts in working hard for the travel fair, no one seems to appreciate me. im not asking for credits actuali... but cousin told me there are ppl in the ofc who dun like me. and i jolly well noe why. dun compare me wif fern. i m not as pro management as her. i may have more attitude den her. but pls spare some tots for me. im working hard for the travel fair, doing charity for the workload of 2 persons. i believe i had done enuff to justify the amt im getting. i duno how to make betty happy; i duno how to get ard with mag; i have no experience in handling events. but one thing i noe for sure is, i alwiz try very best in doing every thing. i m responsible for things within my jobscope. i noe my attitude suxx lately coz i din get any pay. i did not take away the mac for any selfish reasons. i juz tot maybe i can save it. in the end... i seem to be the joke of the company. realised that the older i get, the more vindictive i get. finali realised that theres no pt staying in this company. it had nv treated me well anyway. i decided i shldnt treat it well oso. but i noe smthing, my evilness alwiz come too late. if its others, bet they have oredi done alot. this is what i like most abt myself. i alwiz wana be good to everyone. i nv wanted to treat anyone bad. thanx cousin for all your encouragement. juz when i seen to lost all the confidence in myself, ur words made me realised i shldnt think so lowly of myself. i have my strengths. one day i will get stronger yet remain happy.

the day bestest fren left, my com seems to noe and throw tantrums. he will be back soon u know... to see a stronger and happier bestest fren!

End of CNY Curse

yeah! CNY had juz ended yest and i think i sort of 88% recovered. Suffered alot during this period. got lotsa work to do, gota cope wif my sickness and the side effects of the anti biotics. glad all came to sort of an end wif the end of CNY.

well... yah i had alot of work to do, cover 2 persons work and sick and no pay. was damned angry wif the company actuali. ppl told me i shld ask for a pay raise. but me is a very realistic person. i know my capabilities. they gimme $10k a mth oso no use unless plastic surgery includes adding extra limbs and brains. they promise 15th will get pay. hope so manz... took off on 16th liao. if pay nv come, i shall seriously consider AWOL!

looking forward to meeting laoz tonite. been quite smtime since we last met up. miss u guys sooooo much manz! heard l3 got a gossip to share manz. hahaha she very smart put in her blog to creat suspense! oso sad that my dear bestest fren gota leave on 15th back to aussie. this time round din realli get to see him much. but glad that he is a happier man (at least i think so?).

tml is vdae! yeah! i duno what i yeah-ing for oso coz nv got to realli celebrate wif mgg. last yr its CNY, mgg and me spend in a clinic... he brought me to see doc. this yr, he maybe gota do proj. abit disappointed i must say but nmind lah. wana wish all my frens a happy vdae! for those wif dates, rem to blog on hw u guys spend vdae k.

the CNY curse!

yah as much as i expected, I AM SICK AGAIN. best of all, im down wif the same sickness as last yr. duno what issit called but think its a kinda serious throat infection that will be followed with on-off fever and body aches that need strong and expensive antibiotics. the bobo company doc actuali called my company and say the med will cost $41 and need their permission. CRAP! sigh i dun realli care lah. juz find that its juz my luck that im sick again though i been taking precautions like drinking lotsa water. doc says my immune system down thats why i m prone to these kinda infection and even ask whens the last time i kana this. think she realli smart can see i alwiz kana this but its alwiz CNY! too bad me gota work... travel fair coming up and i cant afford to be sick so i can onli fight for more rest now. going to sleep now. tml going ofc later coz i wana sleep... think i need more rest bah! JIA YOU AH! U WILL BREAK THE CURSE (one day)!