read sorina's blog... saw the ger's prob abt she and ah seng. like any serial shows... the feeling is like the leading actress juz cried upon hearing the leading actor wana patch back and thats the end of the season. maybe i do understand sorina's dilemma in smways bah...
i feel its not whether she loves ah seng more or vice versa. i felt that its the feeling that she cant see much of a future wif him. the future seems to depict that she wun be leading the kinda lifestyle she has been looking forward to. this is what i feel ger. reality and ideals often are making a fool of us. there are ppl who chose love above all. if its me, maybe i will do that too. maybe coz i have been thru a shirt period of losing the person u love so much yet its ur own doing that made he leave. theres this phrase in fish leong's song which i feel very much relate to how i feel: 如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你 你能不能温柔提醒 我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你. think the reason why mgg left me is coz im too 任性bah... and that i often take him for granted. now that we are back again, i feel we can handle our r/s better. we have learned to give and take. i dun get angry over small trival matters and i can see mgg's efforts in making me feel more loved and appreciated.
there's this person i must thank. thats wenyong. saw him yest after so many mths not seeing him coz he went aussie to study. slim down alot... he told its stress... i wana thank him for his support and advice during that painful 3weeks. if not for him, i think i wouldnt be able to keep the faith that mgg will come back to me. i can oso see that he is very happy to see me wif mgg yest. if i dun feel i owe him, i wouldnt have drunk that fatal drink from him! anyway... thanx pal. though i know you wun be able to read my blog but i know u know how i feel. hope ya study hard and reach ur goal soon k!
