think its been more than a mth since my last update. actuali not realli so busy till i got no time to update but just tot that my life is juz too insignificant to tell others. but come to think abt it, this blog is meant for ppl who may for interested in whatever happened to my life and most of all, for myself. a record of events that happened that i would like to remember in case my pea brain hard disk dun have enuff memory to store them all.
juz 'celebrated' mgg bdae at devils on sat. duno whether to say if i got a good time coz to me its more of a kinda routine. bdae they will go chong and my duty is to take care of mgg if he got drunk. of coz i had some fun in the guess-what-colour-is-her-undies activity. Lionel's idea but anyway i had that in mind all the way. believed that gers wear short skirts are meant for ppl to see anyway. if not, why wonder to dress up? at 1st he still tot not many ppl will turn up coz its kinda last min thingy coz he's busy wif his auntie's wake. anyway think not bad, was counting myself just now, almost like 20 peeps turn up. maybe my bdae oso dun have so many ppl bah hahaha.
toking abt his bdae... cant help but to think of yq. if he is ard, probably he will be busy taking pics of everyone having fun. duno whether he is having fun inside anot. even though maybe to him, im juz his good fren's gf, i cant help but to feel smthing for him. i mean sad of coz hahaha. i cant help but to think if mgg had realised his intentions earlier, would we be able to stop him in time to make another mistake. 7.5 yrs and 24 ratan... not easy. i wonder how long he will take for each cane. heard from bro it takes 3 mths to recover. mgg was pretty harsh at 1st when he knew abt it. i tot he will be sad... but maybe he juz din wana show it out bah. to a certain extent, i do agree wif his thinkings... that yq should learn his mistake and not to commit such offence again. maybe thats me, i tend to like to blame myself in things rather den to blame others. coz i alwiz believe in every matter, takes 2 hands to clap. maybe we could have offer him more concern? of coz, believe that he was the one who seek concern and attention from some others... hope he is doing well inside. duno whether he will learn his lesson this time. still too earli as it will be another 7 years b4 i were to see him again. wonder what will happen den but i wish him all the best and do take care...
mgg's auntie death came as something sudden to me also. i have met with her think 2 times. during her wake, den i realised something: it is during ur death den ppl will start to show concern abt you and judge you; if you had a good life or a bad life. duno why but this funeral i felt more than the last one for mgg's uncle. i kept thinking abt how will i be able to handle deaths. i seriously dun think i can do it. hehehe think duno tok too much on this topic. i get emotional abt it hahaha
my work been better i feel. sort of like got the hang of things. hope this will go on longer bah.
btw, i am having plans to get myself a lappie and ipod! hahaha working towards the IT ger sia. had plans on changing my room furniture once i get the lappie... show u all my room pic once its all done... duno how long it will take but think shld be by end of the yr.
