If only I din grow up...

If only I din grow up
She would still be able to see
She can still carry me in her arms
Stand beside the Christmas tree
And have a picture taken

If only I din grow up
He would still be a plump man
He can still play MJ
Till wee hours
And ask me to keep quiet when he comes home

If only I din grow up
She would still be visiting every weekend
I can still help her to roll her cigarettes
While she sits and fan herself
And smile at me

It's the wedding dinners' season

Been rather busy lately. I have started work for more than 2mths now. I would say that work now may be busier in some ways, much slacking in other ways. There are frens who feedback that I seem to be doing better and happier. Think its more of like there are less things to complain? For once, I feel I have more control in the work I do. My boss wun be like a vulture hovering, that I cant for once slack and lose attention. All in all, I enjoy my current work. Moreover, my colleagues are nice peeps too. Of coz, I do miss the zoo folks a lot.

Anyway, the main reason why I wana blog (after MIA-ing for so long) is that I wana post this pic. Yeah, a very memorial pic! For so long, all LAOZ (excluding laodi) gathered together and had a picture taken! A complete LAOZ family pic!

It had been so long since all of us got together. This time, it is in the name of a hen’s nite for l4 who will ending her bachelorette life on 16 Dec. Congrats L4! 2nd laoz to get married and this time, we seem more excited than the last time for tokkie. The tiring days we went to search for a jie mei dress; endless trying of dresses for rosie; going and calling isetan, Daniel Yam and IS to check on the dress. It is a tiring and painful process I must say. But I believed we all enjoyed it. Coz it’s juz another excuse for laoz to meet up. Moreover, this time bestest fren and l2 will be involved as well. Make it more happening. Benji is our sabo i/c coz l5 will be away and only flying back on that very day midnite. Hope she can make it and dun be like tokkie’s wedding hahaha

Attended kenneth’s wedding dinner yest. Had good time catching up with Raymond, Chee Seng and MF. Not forgetting sabo-ing the groom. Kenneth is still as sporting as ever and drank this drink (red wine as base, mixed with salt, pepper, fish gravy, lemon juice, Chinese tea, rose petals, spinach, mushroom etc) concocted specially for him. Will post some pictures when I get them. Glad that he had found the ger for him. Think they are really of a good match. A couple who looks very comfortable. And for through out the dinnerm he had declared his love for her many times, which I think men nowadays are lacking in this. Good job Kenneth! Keep it up!!

sweet sweet childhood

Today is my official day of freedom. I have only 3 days of freedom. Really abit short. Moreover, for the last 2 weeks, I am too engrossed with my toothache den moving on and leaving my workplace. The worse is, my toothache amazingly recovered over the weekend. The dentist I visited today told me my tooth is perfectly fine. Sigh… I’m glad that it is ok and I managed to save $1000 to do the root canal treatment and possible crowning. But coz of it, I had been so worried that I did not seem to be enthu abt my new job at all!

Anyway not only my tooth, my face outbreak again since I went for facial. Think smthing is wrong with my skin. It will itch for a few days after I go facial for the last 3 visits. However, this was the worst. Outbreak… but I got no time to visit any doc. When I finally got time, it seems to subside. Now under medication, it seems to come back again… mo ming qi miao. However, I managed to relish fond childhood memories of the place I grew up (0-8yrs old) coz of my visit to the doc.

I still vividly remembered the visit to this dental clinic. The outlook is totally the same. No change at all! I was very young den, think 5 years old. I tripped over my sis, and my front tooth went up and stuck in my gum! Mama had to bring me to this dentist and I couldn’t stop crying. The sweet lady dentist gave me a cotton bud to play with while she did whatever she had to do to extract my tooth. I still rem I stopped crying and even kept the cotton bud for weeks.


This courtyard area used to have some little motorbike rides. 50cents per ride. Still rem mama said we got no $ so me and sis had never sat on one before. Come to think of it, think my sis tried b4! Can you see this provision shop on the left where the bicycles are? There was this uncle working there and his complexion got lotsa holes. As he sells durian, I used to think he must have gotten into some gang fight and someone threw durian onto his face which explains the holes (*note: i was still a kid den). But get to see him anymore on the day I went over. Come to think of it, it been almost 20 yrs. Wouldn’t be surprised that he is no longer ard….

This overhead bridge links ghim moh road to buona vista/Holland V area and it is just beside the block I used to stay. Prior to that, we have to pass through the railway track to cross over. When I was young, crossing the railway track is just like hiking! Very exciting! Coz you have climb up and down, go through lotsa obstacles like the track and scare the train may come. Hehehe. When the overhead bridge was built, I was actually quite sad that I no longer can go ‘hiking’. But it was a great relief to my mama coz she no longer had to hold on to 3 young kids. Btw, I still rem there was an Indian lady who committed suicide on the railway track.

I really enjoyed every moment there. In fact, I really miss this place a lot. Sad to say, my fav shredded chicken noodles stall is no longer ard. Looking forward to my next visit!

Especially dedicated post for my dearest NaNa

Hey there, you are so damn right babe! It is ai de mang xia! I saw this poster at the train station and immediately took it down to verify the statement you have made.

If there are seasons

Caught this musical by Raymond To on Sat. went in the name of the pioneer of 新谣, Liang Wen Fu. Since young, I had been exposed to his music under the influence of my sister， 耳濡目染. Then, I do not understand much of his lyrics, but I like the tune a lot. It was indeed very nostalgic to listen them all again. In fact, I was so 感动and I can really feel 鸡皮疙瘩.

Ok, back to the musical. The storyline is very simple. Ah Le felt lost in his life since his gf xiaojing passed away. He had decided to leave the place he is most familiar with to somewhere else, to pursue his music career. He had decided to go somewhere that has seasons. He chose New York. Upon his arrival, he met with Ah Qiang, Rose and other Singaporeans. Love blossom between Ah Le and Rose. However, Rose had chose to pursue her dreams in step into broadway. Soon, he felt New York is not a place for him, and so he returned to Singapore.

Simple storyline, coupled with Liang's songs. Aptly matched with the story. However, I feel the underlying morale of the story is: I Love Singapore! Hahaha suddenly from a romantic storyline changed to a patriotic one. What it want to convey is that there can be many opportunities overseas, but it may not be suitable for you. Pursue whatever you want. Whenever you are tired, turn around, your home town is always by your side. Just like the tagline: 这里只有天气， 没有季节， 但这里有爱、有情... Also, if u had been following Liang's song, he had penned many songs that reflected the then plight of Singaporeans. Very localized and definitely reflected the 心声of many singaporeans. You will be surprised how these songs are still timely now despite the fact they are 'oldies'.

Verdict: a must watch musical for the year, especially for those born in the 70s and early 80s, proficient in Chinese.

many things...

Finally, I have found out the reason why Judy had been so good to me lately. 2 possibilities, can be either one or both.

· She is guilty (70%)
· Director likes me, she bo bian cannot be too bad to me (25%)

The remaining 5% is for the unknown reason, say it is really not the above 2 mentioned reasons but just that she is basically a nice person or she dreamt of me haunting her in her dreams (7th mth coming tml)? Anyway, when foong broke the news to me, I wasn’t really that disappointed. I only felt sad and the more I thought, the angrier I am. She has denied someone of an opportunity at no cost to her. She should know that once this chance is gone, it will be harder for me next time. Yet, she stick to her decision though my director tried to convince her. Maybe she is right about her decision bah. I must really thank my director. She had really been very nice to me though I have never ‘sa kah’ her before.

Was discussing with a friend (you know who you are) on the guilt one may have if one was to leave the company on Friday… duno whether your colleagues can handle the job or the feeling that you did something wrong to your managers. However, I came upon an article on Cleo that wrote something like this: you dun need to consider so much or feel guilt if you were to leave your company. Your company will hold no regards to your contributions or hardwork when they want to retrench you during bad times. So you-know-who-you-are, no need to feel guilt ok! Hope you will find the courage to pursue whatever you want. We have been living our lives for others, it is time we live for ourselves! Let them know that we are independent enough to be answerable for our acts!

Another, finally, I got rid of my ugly curl permed hair! So happy! Hahaha been such a long time to see myself in short and dark coloured hair! I think the last time I had dark hair was when I worked in Starhub I dyed black and I rem very clearly that I met juan for dinner at marine parade and she commented I look like wearing a wig! Eversince then, I never had dark coloured hair. But dun worry, I dyed dark mahogany, so I dun think it look like a wig. Duno whether it looks good anot, coz that’s not my concern hahaha. In fact, I was telling mgg that I din feel anything when they cut away my hair like most girls will… mgg say I am not a ger anyway which I do agree. Will blog about my ‘un-girly’ acts next time.

Another achievement (besides getting rid of my ugly locks) is I managed to pass my driving under instructor James Ng! so happy! Think the problem with me is that I dun have enough confidence in my driving. Was so scared when instructor din make a single comment thru-out the whole journey when I drove myself home yest. He kept quiet all the way. When I finally reached home, he looked at me with the usual stern look and ask me what I feel and what I feel I did badly. Instructor Ng says I am too slow in moving off but he agreed that I was much faster compared to last time. Then its my braking. My braking style is: wana brake, dun wana brake, wana brake, dun wana brake, BRAKE!! But still abit scare on Thursday coz I gota drive him back after his lasik. Novena to CCK in the day. Challenging…

Lastly, wana thank miss kuay for her blog entry on the theme I have inspired her. I have a lot to say abt that topic leh! Hahaha I will make sure I will do one dedicated post on that!

Come whatever shit may, fuck whatever shit all

Can’t get to sleep again. Think this has been a problem with me every Sunday night. Maybe coz slept too much during the day bah. So tot maybe I can just come and fulfill my social responsibility.

This week had been quite ok for me. Duno issit coz Judy scare I will leave so she had been exceptionally kind and forgiving to me despite me making mistakes in work. Wonder whats in her mind also. Jasmine told me maybe I read too much liao. Frankly, I am not a person who think too much. It was mgg who ‘inspired’ me to think more. Frankly, I feel there is nothing wrong with whatever she is doing now though funny that she doesn’t wana tell me much. But mgg says smthing fishy is going on, she may have plans to get rid of me. While jas says maybe she just doesn’t wana upset me. Whatever it is, come what may, fuck them all is my moto in life now hahaha.

That thing is still lingering. So sianz, one moment got hope, one moment no hope. I duno whether to pin hope now. Argh… but still I hope things turn out well and I shall go for my aussie trip in nov instead. Cant go in Dec coz got so many weddings going on. Good yr to get married I suppose.

rong-er jia you again!!

my good news

After ta-haning for so long (think its been tough on Mdm Chan HY), finally it is time that we can share the good news! My good fren, Mdm Kng Yee Chin is pregnant! Hahaha so excited for her manz! Duno whether it will be a xiao xiang or xiao jin. Been wondering a lot of questions like what whether she will give them English names? Whether she prefers boy or ger, wana know the gender anot… happy for her and weixiang. It may be too fast coz think she is still unprepared and may be overwhelmed as she just got married. Nonetheless, I feel you can never be prepared for it. Everything will be just so new and so much things to learn… yu, ya must jiayou and take good care of your health ok!

Btw juan if you are reading this, I can sing that song u posted hahaha rem it’s a group of singers who sang one. Next time we go ktv we find that song ok? Hahaha just like that dong yao yao ah, xi bai bai, yao yao bai bai.

rong-er 加油！

Not to keep everyone in suspense but the time is not ripe to disclose the good news... duno whether its good news to others but at least it got me damned excited.

As for the matter hovering... it just burst in the air. Actually I felt quite disappointed with the results. Nonetheless, maybe it is all fated. It got me guilty the whole week... feeling sorry to the peeps I may hurt if it happened. But now, knowing it won't happen, I wish it will, with no regards to those peeps. Think that's just so human... 以自我利益为中心. Only feel for others when your needs and wants are met. Maybe my 心 isn't as 美as I tot. Mgg, you are so right! Argh hate myself for that...

Anyway, no point brooding over it anymore. Life still goes on. I alwiz learned this by heart: the earth will not stop spinning just because your world stopped.

rong-er 加油！

My Cambodia Trip

Yeah I’m back from Cambodia but haven’t gotten all the pics from peggy’s and serene’s cammie. But here are 3of my favourite pics from my cammie.

Angkoh Wat

This is the part of Angkoh Wat which Angelina Jolie shot Tomb Raider

The local market of Siem Reap. Like the crowd as it reflects the culture and lifestyle of the locals.

Anyway, met up with laoz last last Friday as LD was distributing the invites to one of her world’s bridal show. Realized that a lot of my friends are into this marriage/wedding thingy. Either married, in the mist of preparation for one or planning to have one. XL once told me that I am no longer young and shld start planning. Maybe I am a very rational person bah. I wont wana get married for the sake that my age is catching up or coz my peers are doing so. I think neither mgg nor I are prepared for such commitments. Marriage is a lot more than what many may think. It is definitely not easy, not just ROM and a dinner affair. It truly opens one to ADULTHOOD! I still prefer to my daddy’s ger! Hehehe

Anyway there is a piece of good news which I am pending to share with all. Think HY oredi buay tahan liao! There is also something hovering… which I hope I can bring you good tidings in my next post!

A tribute to the greatest female singer (at least to me)

She has many great songs but can seem to find those in youtube. but heres one which is juz as great! Tui Fan 推翻 - Faye Wong 王菲. Enjoy folks!

p/s: personally I really feel Jolin totally spoilt her classic song huai nian... still pronounce wrong word somemore (wonder who is the producer, how can allow such mistakes?)!

Running away on a holiday

In other 6 hrs I will be going to Cambodia. Actually I duno whether it is a good time to go coz seems to have endless work to finish. Also, Judy seems to be losing her patience with me. Duno whether issit I am really a lousy worker anot… maybe I am just not as capable as I though I could be…

Anyway this is not the time to bother with this… come what may even I come back jobless… fuck them all rite? Hahaha

Secret that i can't tell 不能说的秘密 完整版 Full MV

Cant get enuff of you honey Jay

不能说的秘密 周杰伦 电影 promo

Looking forward to my darling's movie...

A Tribute to my Ex-Lover

I must admit that I really loved you. I spend so much $ on you, thinking that u can be the love of my life (at least for 2 yrs) since I had been picking ppl's old shoes for the past few years. But u disappointed and failed me again and again. Everytime u were down, I am alwiz by your side. I know maybe I pretty rough in handling you, I am not as meticulous and sweet as other ladies but I will do everything I could to get u up and well again. But maybe I had enuff. Even when u r pretty guai lately, I think maybe its time too late… pls dun blame me for the change of heart. I loved you once and hope u r in good hands now. Sorry for not taking one last pic with you.

Goodbye my N80…

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Got this from someone's blog:

也許你的身邊也有這麼一個人, 你們可能相愛過, 但是為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起, 也許是為了朋友之間的義氣, 不能追你, 也許是顧及家人的意見, 你們沒有在一起, 也許是出國深造, 他沒有要你等他, 也許你們相遇太早, 還不懂得珍惜對方, 也許你們相遇太晚, 你們身邊已經有了另一個人, 也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待.... 不過即使你們沒在一起, 你們還是保持了朋友的關係, 但是你們心底清楚對這個人, 你比朋友還多了一份關心.... 即使不能跟他名正言順的跟他牽著手逛街, 你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友, 他有喜歡的人你口頭上會幫他, 心裡卻不是很清楚是不是真的希望他成功, 他遇到困難時你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰, 男女朋友吃醋了, 你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友, 但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定... 每個人這輩子, 心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友, 很矛盾的行為, 一開始你不甘心只做朋友的, 但久了突然發現或許這樣最好, 你寧願這樣關心他, 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手, 你寧願做他的朋友, 彼此不會吃醋, 才可以真的無所不談, 特別是這樣, 你還是知道他永遠會關心你的, 做不成男女朋友, 當個特別的朋友, 或許會更好, 相愛的人未必適合在一起, 往往你未來的另一半並不是你的摯愛, 只是一個適合和你相處的人....

My personal tots:
I must say i do agree with this as in there must one person in ur life that got this special place in your heart. however, maybe i am not so 大方to continue as friends with them and go out with them maintain 暧昧的关系. but on contrary, the 暧昧 part of the beginning of every r/s is the sweetest (think of all the 偶像剧.

but maybe i have seen so many examples of guys coming to gers telling them how bad their gfs or wives are treating them and they cant tahan, wana break or divorce. they can tell you beautiful tales on how they wish their gfs are you. but the bottomline is: they will NEVER break with their gfs! and it is only when you caught them 甜甜蜜蜜dating with their gfs, then you realised what they told you b4 are all RUBBISH! they can shower you with tender loving care, branded hps and bags but bottomline again: they are merely superficial 虚荣物质的满足.

i am not trying to 映射anyone here but i have heard this too many times... hehehe haven happen to me yet maybe thats why i can say till so 潇洒...

Movie weekend

Just watched this show on Channel 61, Shining Boy & Randy. Great show! Maybe coz I have alwiz liked elephants so I actually made an effort to watch the show. It is based on a true story of the 1st mahout of japan. Like the actor in the show but have yet to watch his award winning debut at Cannes Movie Festival, Nobody Knows. Anyone got the DVD of the show? Please lend me!!

Anyway talking about movie, it is very interesting to go movie watch a cartoon and ur partner is sleeping beside you? Actually I duno whether mgg will be the same as I tend to avoid watching movies that I predict he may fall asleep. Like I wana watch zodiac but I think he wun understand and he will keep asking me what happened… which I, most of the times, r depending on the subtitles. In the end, he may just end up sleeping? Hahaha so better save my trouble. He doesn’t watch Korean/Japanese show coz he cant really understand subtitles. But he likes to watch on channel 61/62 after it had been dubbed.

Watched shrek3 yesterday as well. Abit late to watch now when others are all watching fantastic 4. many theatres are no longer showing shrek. Anyway it’s a nice show. Still enjoy the jokes but my fav is still shrek 2. maybe coz of the fairy god mother bah…. I tot of buying the shrek headband and make mgg wear hahaha but this is just a tot… he wun wear one…

team building

Just got home from team building today. Smthing like amazing race. All in all, I had a good time and my team won! Hahaha the reason why I wana blog abt this activity is because I felt so sad when foong told me what happened to her team.

The 1st clue, we have to run to tropical crops (an exhibit area) to find out the correct ans of some jumbled letters. With the correct ans, we have to go to Children’s world, playland to get out next clue. For those who have not been to zoo, children’s world playland is the furthest point from the entrance. My team was fast as I had 2 guys in my team. They ran pretty fast and motivated me and siti to run fast as well. Foong’s team is not so lucky. Her team is made up of:

· Foong
Team leader and I believed she is at least 90kg
· Yoon fong
Maybe around 70kg? goes to gym often. Wore sandals
· Sue
I believed she is bigger size than foong
· WJ
Warehouse manager who is >= 50 years old

They are called speedy wonder (SW). SW’s strategy is for foong to fetch her car while the rest of the team members go get the clue so that they can leave the zoo faster. Try imagine asking 2 ladies to run all the way to the tip of the zoo… they really cant make it. While sue is running towards tropical crops, she is oredi panting hard. She saw one of our dept intern (not involved in our team building) driving the buggy by. She asked her to give her a ride. Guess what? The intern actually rejected her saying: I cant, I have to go fetch Pauline. If she knows, she will scold me. Pauline is in the famous 5 team, whose team leader is our director! How can they summon someone not from their team to come with a buggy? I felt so sad when I heard this at the last checkpoint. The director who had set the rule that no one is allowed to drive a buggy around for non official or personal reason actually broke it. The intern, rejected someone who was having difficulties breathing just not to get scolding. What if sue faint? Given her size and her poor health, I wun be surprised if she did. In the end, sue took a long time to reach back entrance. While yoon fong walked bare footed as she cant run with her sandals. Foong felt heartbreak when she saw her team members working so hard which all she did was to fetch the car.

Nonetheless, they din turn out to be the last! In fact, the other director who took the buggy, left the zoo 1st, reach the 1st checkpoint turned out last.

Food for tots: would you leave smone in the lurch to save urself from scoldings? how you expect ppl to give u respect when u are breaking the rules u have set juz to win?

social responsibility

As req by my dear fren, here I am, to fulfill my social responsibility.

Talking about this, sometimes I do wonder who r the people who r reading my boring blog. Who really cares if I update my blog since my life is never exciting compared to XX and LH. I dun get invited to special functions whereby I can see celebrities, neither do I club the hottest night spot in town. I dun feast as much as I used to be. I duno what can I blog about… maybe like I went to vivo city again? Anyway I really did go vivo yesterday wif mgg. Quite happy that he is willing to go shopping wif me and was pretty patient throughout… except he gets tired and wana have dinner b4 we continue. Anyway more like him shopping coz he got a pair of jeans and a polo tee while I onli got myself a visor. Yeah I wana act sporty!

How am I going to act sporty? I am going to ‘backpack’ to Cambodia. Basically I am bringing a backpack instead of luggage coz I dun have a medium size one. Either too big or too small. I just got myself a new pair of sneakers! Yeah another act sporty feat of mine. My old converse pair is like 6 yrs old! Hahaha still in pretty good condition coz I seldom wear except when I travel. But think the design is abit dated now hehehe

So much of the updates… I will see what I can blog again.

This is my social responsibility.

Wo Hui Hao Hao De

There will alwiz be smone who had once taken your breathe and still got a hold of ur heart...

I am SYT no more!!

If not for what happened yesterday, think I would have totally forgotten I was once an uncle-killer! Yesh! I was once an uncle-killer. Alwiz kana those guai peh peh on the streets when I was still a SYT (sweet young thing). Its been quite a few yrs so tot I had matured from SYT. Unfortunately no… argh kana another time yest.

Was waiting patiently for a cab to go work yest. Waiting since 10.35am but no cabs. Saw this car driving very slowly towards me. Was still cursing this car: why drive soooo slow, later block the cabs behind cannot see me how? The Nissan stopped in front of me and this uncle inside pointed to the front. To the is asking for directions so went towards the car. He winded down the window, uncle ard 40-50 years old with a damned bloody fako wig.
Uncle: where are you going?
Me: going to work
Uncle (trying to look cool with his fako wig): get up the car
Me: no thanks

So the uncle drove off. Damned fucking uncle! He thinks I am those liu ying he can find at outram/Chinatown mrt stations issit??? Liu ying will flock to bt batok. Asshole! Was damned pissed but was glad I din swear at him coz I wouldn’t know what he can do to me! I was standing at my hse opp which is quite ulu. Actually, if this happened to me a couple of years back, bet I would have swore at him liao. I was still a seasoned victim of salt wet uncles. Alwiz kana then so I tend to have bad impressions of uncles who get close to me. Some classic examples that I managed to recall on my cab journey to work yest:

1. meeting yu for KTv but she is perpetually late as usual. Was waiting at cityhall mrt so decided to go raffles city toilet. When I pushed the door open, notice there is this uncle (ard 50 years old, with specs) who is also pushing the door of the gents at the same time. When I got out of toilet, noticed the uncle was standing outside. After I walked passed him, he started to follow me around. To prove he is really following me, I went into the den mango now adidas. He went in too!! And started loitering around… me hid inside the fitting room till yu came and he was no longer in sight.

2. was going to my hse market, waiting to cross the roads. Was in tee, shirts and slippers. Heard a honk. Any kpos ard would be looking out at who is honking. Saw opp there is a merz. The uncle wind down his window and stick his tongue out at my direction! Damn…

The above are just some of the examples of me kana harassed by uncles. Please… stop me from going through all these ordeals! Had enuff liao and I AM NO LONGER A SYT!!

Aaron is coming to town!

Hey L3, no $ to join u in this spree coz I going to be broke soon! Spend too much $ lately. Hope I will have some left for my darling Aaron Kwok’s concert! Yeah he is coming to town!! After so long since I missed his concert the last time coz I went korea. But he is back! Cant miss that anymore. And I actually got to know some kakis these few years who all share the same feelings for Aaron. We all like him since his dui ni ai ai ai bu wan days. I can still dance those moves! Hehehe performance strictly for mgg. He alwiz laff when I do those movements. BUT! I am serious in it ok!! I love Aaron and this he is indispensable in my life.

Anyway had a good sleep today. Damned tired after helping out at Yu’s wedding. Fun, but tiring. I was sooooooo tired that I saw a call today but I just cant bring myself to ans it coz I dun think I can concentrate.

Sorina asked me the person that I wana apologize issit DKWZ. Sorry but no, coz I dun think I ever owe him anything. Hehehe that post is just my personal apology. Since I cant tell that person in person, I shall do it this way. Probably to make myself less guilty bah… toking about WZ, I was clearing my friendster messages and saw this message I sent to him n years ago. If not for that message, I have totally forgotten that I used to be emotionally dependent on him. It is hard to recall now why would I wana message him den. Hahaha why cant I just call him ah? Duno oso but anyway hope he is doing fine now. Was telling XL that maybe he become a gay liao hahaha.

Ok back to my dvd watching. Just started on watching that ella and Wu Zhun show, hua yang shao nan shao nu. Yah I know I abit slow. Channel U finished long time but I only start now. Well, think I got no time for these shows not like Cat, she is good, alwiz watching the TVB shows… I think I shall juz stay on 1st to make my resume looks nicer…

p/s: sorina ah, it was me who mentioned abt social responsilbility, not Jasmine lah.

God, save rong-er from the shit she is in...

Wonder why but doesn’t seem to be able to post anything at all… sigh so many things happened but unable to blog.

Just got my hp back. Think I am damned suayz bah… I have been going to Nokia care centre for the 7th time (if to and fro, I been there 14 times!!) for less than a year!

Anyway, here are some pics I would like to put up. Thanks L3, I kap po this from your blog.

Thank you L5 for organizing this BBQ. Its alwiz good to meet up with laoz for gossips, nuahing and not forgetting great food! L2 presented us with the goodest shit! Bbq golden mushroom wrapped with bacon. Yummy to the max! We met with coco, lucky and chewy Chia! 3 lovely dogs! Hahaha much better den rosie’s baby. Juz saw him last sat… scare scare…

Heres some other pics taken during phantom of the opera on 9th April.

Sorry

Just wana say sorry to this person whom I believed I may have hurt. I know this apology may come abit too late, 7 yrs too late. I nv realized that I have such an impact on someone’s life before.

To be frank, you are someone of husband material whom I believed you will be very hot now! Dun be inferior ok! I’m sorry that I can’t say this in front of you now but this is how I feel now. Wish you all the best! Gambate!!

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We are dying...

Was rather busy lately and things hasn’t been going the right way. Heard that my boss was rather unhappy with my work performance lately. To be frank, I feel that I suxx lately too… keep forgetting things. I myself was just as disappointed. So I must just jia you and make sure I start to perform again!

Was away from the ofc for 2 days for basic excel course the week before last. I felt it was a good break away from work. To get away from my boss so that I get lesser chances of making mistakes hehehe. Went with my colleague. Rather cute guy too bad got gf or else I cfm intro sorina! Hahaha younger den sorina but she can absorb all the young placenta from him. Anyway though he is young, he got rather interesting thinking. He may look aloof and young, like an ah boy. But I feel he is very goal oriented, know what he wants in life. He told me smthing which striked me: We are not living, we are dying actually. Indeed, we are all dying. So why live so hard and why life is hard on us? Sigh….

BTW, went to catch phantom of the opera on tues. Yup, waiting for junie to get back with the pictures. It was quite impressive coz of the effects which are very impactful as I was sitting at the 2nd row. Inspired me to catch more of such world class shows to upgrade my caliber hahaha.

Argh I wana change job!!

my life is so boring hahah

met up with sorina and company just and its not that bad with 66.6% attendance. hahaha anyway its nice meeting up with them, doing what we enjoyed most: steamboat. not forgetting the gossips and all.

juz realised that my blog is not such an interesting blog to read... true enuff, i tok mostly on my personal feelings on my life, no gossips or scandals. maybe, yah, i admit, my life is boring. my current schedule is rh home 8pm, watch the show on channel 55, 9pm watch channel 49, shower then sleep at 11pm. my bro isnt at home and after what happened to ah mah made me realised how much i have neglected my parents and how much they have aged. while i am moving forward with my life, i had left them behind, whose life are slower in pace. maybe ah mah is even slower. i tried to come home earlier so as not to miss dinner. i tried watching channel 49 instead of 55 at 9pm coz my mama likes that show. i will watch and discuss with her. i tried not to reject my father's free rides to work in the morning even though i know he is going to nag, not abt me but my mama, bro or sis. i am planning treating my mama, sis and nephew (he is free actuali) to high tea one of these days in april. i duno if i am doing enough actuali. i duno if they can see my efforts and how much i have to put in, in order to make it happen. this means not having the luxury of time at work as i have to finish work faster in order to go home. but thats hard on me coz i realised i tend to get immediate headache and suffer from giddiness whenever i have to rush work. i've been sick for 2 weeks... sorry, im not trying to make myself sound pathetic... i am not reminding myself how much i have given inorder to get back the same amt... i am just telling myself that: ger, you have done ur best, you have made efforts. smtimes, it doesnt matter if they realised the efforts you put in. u see the smiles on their face, cutting fruits, saving soups and desserts in the pot for you, just opening her eyes... thats priceless...

thanks to mgg oso... my mood been rather swingy coz of the things happening and i have been sleeping earli everynite coz im sick and we cant chat on the phone that often. thank you for your patience for this period that i am going through. i foresee the worst has yet to come.

yah sorina was telling me, maybe i shld blog less about my life but entertainment news and gossips of yu. hahaha i shall try... but i hv been so busy and haven been blogging nor reading peeps blog. sorry folks i haven been reading ur blog but i still care for you all. L3, tell us how was the family dinner thingy! ok, i shall try to blog more often with more entertainment gossips like the current andy lau's bu xiao ger fan or guo xianni and tao dayu extramarital affair.

Escape

When I was studying, I used to think I am able to handle stress and pressure pretty well. Maybe its becoz I never tend to take studies that seriously compared to work. Its till now that I realized that I can handle stress well, physically. Mentally, I am able to just smile and make my day better. However, my body been showing symptoms that I am not as strong as I think I am… it started last yr that I started to feel giddiness, the earth seemed to move. I told myself that maybe im juz tired and juz need some good rest. However, it became kinda default mode for me. Perpetual headaches and giddiness… my monitor will move when I read emails. I even tot its juz another ‘attack’ of my giddiness during the last earthquake.

Had this tot yesterday while on the bus that maybe its time I shld start looking for a new job. Told mgg abt this coz I feel if I were to stay on, I duno when I will faint at work. Also, my contract is ending soon… but I do enjoy my work even though I must alwiz be on the ball. It going to be 1 year and 1cycle for me.
· May-June holis event
· Aug parkhopper promo
· Sept sch holidays
· Children’s day
· World animal day
· Nov-Dec holis event
· CNY
· March holis
· Earth day in April
· World Gourmet Summit in April

I really think I have a lot to learn there coz I have juz started touching on ATL communications and haven touched on budgeting.

BTW, realized that I have been calling ppl (those PRCs I am working with for an exhibition) ‘stupid’. After scolding them, I will pick up my wallet, walk up to cheers and get myself my fav jolly tots or green tea marshmallow with ribena! hahah seems like these things make me happier. My luck been quite good oso… maybe coz I am very easily contented bah so little things make me happy. So come what may!! Jia you jia you jia you!!!

Hana Yori Dango Season 2

Great insert song by utada, flavour of life. its great to know the person u love is under the same sky as you even if u 2 are far apart. time to fall in love again...

Hong Kong trip 2006 - HK Disneyland

yeah finali arrived at disneyland HK! frankly, i have not visited any disneyland b4 nor the famous parks in goldcoast. so this disneyland is a totally new experience for me. very excited!

nice pic taken with pluto, yes this is pluto and not goofy! hahha think many ppl seems to get them mixed up. pluto is mickey's pet and goofy is mickey's fren. a pet dun wear clothes! hehehe thats how to differentiate. anyway think there isnt enuff mascot walking ard the parks. i onli manged to catch pluto, goody, chipmunks and mickey and minne but din go q for them coz they are too busy liao hahaha.
this the parade which we caught the 1st thing when we reach. i was fascinated manz! hehehe call me suah ku but i think its well co-ordinated and organised. b4 the show there will be some staffs who will go ard to cordon off the area. one thing i like is disney got no litter on the floor! hehehe exctly the same as a documentary i watched in poly on disney. hehehe totall clean... think maybe my food drop onto the floor i can pick up and eat. hehe...
hehe tian tang de jie di aka stairways to heaven. wheres my quan xiangyu?
we stayed till way past the closing timing of 9pm. think this shot is taken at ard 10pm bah when there isnt much ppl in disneyland. think we took our time shopping ard hehehe and dear juan saw michelle chia! hehehe not wif shawn chen though in the shops. hehehe i missed the star gazing opport coz i ran out to catch the fireworks which i think is very nice. if possible will post it up as well. duno how to post video clips yet... think will hve to ask rosie on this.
this is the train station of disney. think the nite shot is nicer den day. the whole train is decorated with disney related thingy. even the VO when u r heading back will tell you they are bringing you back to the modern real world of HK.

overall: it was a great experience and i cant wait to visit more disneys in other parts of the world!

Macau trip 2006 part 2

yeah! its time to continue with my macau trip. here are some night life of macau.

this is taken at the newly open fisherman's wharf. quite a nice place i must say. got many restaurants. but in the end we decided to eat steamboat... yah in the cold outdoor. the steamboat is soso onli... but tried this satay sauce soup is smthing new. not too sure if sg got the same kinda soup base anot. eating steamboat in the cold is not bad hahha best if u have some chilled beer bah.

from left: Jolin, Juan and Genie the babes of UOB tucking in the steamboat. Jolin is the lady who played host by bringing us ard for a day. thanks alot! hahaha sorina was mesmerised by her beauty hehehe

heres some shots of the casinos in macau. the above is so-called the future of lisboa, owned by stanley ho, the father of josie ho, yes josie ho ld and l3 hahha the rocker during eason's concert. this casino apparently is still under renovation yet the lights are on. think they realli got nothing but $! below is the current aka present lisboa. inside not very fantas. according to sorina, it is somewhat similar to genting kinda casino... think she meant LC.

this is the newly open casino Whynn. think its a hotel as well. very grand inside i must say though i have not visited much casinos b4. went in to take their bottled water which is distributed free in all casinos in macau. there's alot of branded boutiques there as well. good alternatives for the peeps who had won lots of $.

after this day, i left for HK. i shall update on HK! overall, i feel macau is a nice place to visit if you are visiting HK as well or u r a gambler. else, there is nothing much there. BTW, the min bet there is SGD$20! expensive... even sorina din play at all surprisingly hahaha

Macau trip 2006 part 1

yah think i maybe slow in posting the pics but here are some pics that i would like to share wif you all. finali, here i present the pics of Macau 2006. its hard to believe that i was there in 2001 with the same person, i.e. sorina and she had alwiz been complaining abt the ugly pics i took for her. finali got a chance to take some nice ones for her. anyway there are my pics :)

my 1st meal in macau. gong zai meen. i had the porkchop one but apparantly the chicken chop is nicer.

the famous jiang zhi zhuang nai aka ginger sauce hit milk. nice but strictly for peeps who can take ginger.

on our way to zhu hai. q-ing and we are damned high while waiting... juan kept reminding us to lye low...

finali crossed our way to Zhu Hai. dun ask me what is this tablet about coz i juz take w/o knowing hehehe

the famous macau da ma lu aka au men jie.

the zu jian yi ding musem at macau tower. think s'poreans not that fancy this brand anymore...

ruins of st paulo. a must see tourist spot in macau. thinking i'm a super model hehehe

duno whether its the restrictions of blogspot but i cant load anymore pics... looks like i shall do another part ok...