Happy Chinese New Year!

heyhey! yeah its CNY! bet everyone must be damned happy abt CNY coz can get ang baos. but me beg to differ. in fact, i dun like (can i say hate?) CNY. the reason why i dun like CNY coz i dun like to ge siao say gong hei fatt choy to relatives i barely even noe and see juz to get ang baos. nah not my kinda thing. oso, ALL relatives will ask the same qns.

1. what level r u? primary what liao ah? woah so fast secondary sch liao ah.
2. which secondary sch ah? aiyoz neighbourhood ah? express or normal? tot ur papa say u very smart? how come nv go special stream? how come nv go SAP sch like ur sis?
3. which jc u go ah? how many pts for ur sch prelims?
4. when going uni ah? wana study local uni or overseas one?
5. got bf anot? why nv bring bf come? dun bluff lah no bf.
6. when getting married? how come every yr bring diff bf come ah?

i cant tahan their qns manz... nothing in depth... so superficial.anyway thats for my case of coz. so since the age of 17, i stop going to pai nian. but i think this had become a curse for me. for the past few yrs, i alwiz fall sick during CNY! and mind you, its big illness that can last from 2nd day to last day of CNY! sianz rite? i oredi dun like CNY and now coz of the curse, i feel i realli got no fate wif CNY.

anyway, the reason why i wana blog coz i wana show u guys my cute little nephew isaac! he came my hse during reunion dinner. boy he realli grew up alot! lasy yr he still need ppl to carry him ard and hardly can take any solid food. now, he even enjoys sweeping the floor!

tml we going to eat dim sum and me going to take more pics wif this cute little nephew of mine! yah wana show u guys my bed! nothing to hao lian but u noe though i got no $ to buy new clothes for CNY, i will buy for my bed. i think i got a thing for bedsheets bah.

STOP HAUNTING ME!

today was a terrible day at work! i was totally fully haunted by my creditors! its NOMB lor but coz im the contact person so im getting all the shit! fucking hell call my hp non-stop and still ge siao use ofc num call so that i wun recognise the number. theres this particular one from AKxxx company call A wah lauz cannot make it! he been calling me since last week. i told him i will check for him for the payments. today call again in the morning. i again use my newly-mastered tai-chi 18 style tell him i will check and get back to him. of coz, my new tai-chi style does not include reverting back. so i conveniently din call him back. who noes this fucker bombard my hp. i, being understanding of his current situation, was kind enuff to sms that im in the midst of a lunch appt with SPH --> side track: had yu sheng and bao yu! but its juz quality no quantity. i come back 2 hrs i hungry liao. den i realise theres no MEAT/RICE/NOODLES in the whole 8 course lunch! WTF! no wonder i so hungry... cherriene is a carnivore u noe, she no meat cfm die one! den the bobo guy sms me that he quarelled wif his a/cs side coz they think he nv work. when i come back from the appt, i see an email which was addressed to his a/c and copy me. he says he been calling me, smsing me etc but i nv ans. he will come down to my ofc to look for me and get an ans for them. wah lauz, i see this i scared!! 1st thing went to find cousin but HE TOOK HALF DAY LEAVE. damn... so i chop chop go to my counter and tell them if anyone come and look for me, call and ask me.

ok the point abt the above is not that im trying to shun from my work responsibilities. to be frank, its not mine but the a/cs. but the thing is, this bobo andrew is a damn loser! i share the same sentiments with his a/c dept that he doesnt work. fern been working with him for quite smtime and nv see him b4. and i onli managed to see him once coz his DO we din chop <-- bet if no chop he cannot get commission or he wun be so good lat come and ask me chop. this bobo ask him for invoice will take very long. he is not efficient in his work at all. to be frank, i dun think he is interested in his job. i called him a couple of times and i feel he is juz out there skiving playing billard! see his lips, i bet he is one hell of a smoker! the thing is , prior to all these haunting i oredi dun like him. he has been blacklisted by me actuali. if not his phone is cheap, i tell you i wun wana buy from him manz. he is juz like a sales coordinator den sales exe. i call him and order den he carry out the order. no interest in building up good rapport in this account at all. i think ppl of this name all got prob one! another supplier that guy oso same name oso kana blacklisted by me. its another long story though... but come to think of it... my illusion guy if u still rem, he oso same name... ok lah give this name some credits. but I WILL NOT NAME MY SON THIS NAME LOR!

ok enuff of my complaints. think i becoming like xxxx like what L3 says. opps die liao how ah? but at least i nv go thru NS b4 lor. BTW, the mood now in the ofc is damned sucky manz! everyone got no mood to work, including myself. today seriously wana take MC but got 2 appts. den think fri i shall take since my designer and my GM both on leave. who noes that bobo johnson oso take leave. which means the whole dept onli got me working on tt day! sianz sianz sianz luckily i got yq and ah boi wif me for me to kah jiao and chat wif or else... sigh. when will my pay come ah? i no $ but i still buy bah kua for mgg. but its the shrunk version this yr. no $ lah bo bian.

rong-er wana blog TOO

yah its a saturday. been a long time since i come back and work on a saturday (lets not tok abt last sat coz i come back base on goodwill and juz wana make sure my leave is approved). dragged myself out of the bed today. i slept earli yest but cant help to feel tired today. duno what happened. maybe my body been conditioned in such a way that sat and sun will auto be tired unless i wake up after 11am?

come office oso sianz... no mood to work. went to cousin's ofc to chat wif him.i think he got his own frustrations abt work as well. think we r all frustrated bah. CNY is coming and our pay is delayed w/o any memos. cherriene is angry liao... i will go and shoot an email shld i not rec any pay by next week! was still telling mgg that i got no $ to buy him bah kua this yr! its damned pathetic u noe. lets not tok abt bah kua, i dun even have $ to top up my farecard yest. my nets been rejected at smrt as well as watsons. the worse is my bobo sis still come and inform me today is METRO SALE! wah lauz! my powder is running low... time to stock up liao manz! luckily i stock up my fancl cleanser during isetan sale <-- when i still have some $. i think i can realli feel the morale of everyone being very low. think i going to reach my limits soon... dun feel like working... juz wana sleep and thats it!!

rong-er wana blog!

yah i noe now its working hrs and i got lotsa work piling up for me to do. still...

rong-er WANA BLOG!

yeah yeah yeah im shouting coz i think my working life is sucking a whole big time! finali its my turn to complain after me complaining abt my colleagues complaining <-- see previous post. u noe what? maybe i should do a bit of self introduction here.

rong-er:
is a ger who loves to sleep <-- aim to sleep at least 7hrs a day
got 4 limbs and one pea brain that seems to be getting more and more scattered
wana buy some new year clothes and shoes coz mgg is complaining she got no fashion sense
wana spend time wif mama to go do new yr shopping so that everyones happy
wana buy a new tv, curtains, tv rack etc ie to do up her room into smthing more cosy and more cherriene
hopes smone has more time for her so that she dun need to keep waiting for approval
been doing lotsa calculations. not her pay of coz... but media budget


basically i feel that rong-er has no time and no $. noe why? she is now doing the work of 2 person and there seems to be no one who can help her share her workload. also, rong-er hasnt got her pay and new yr is coming! i realli feel so sad for rong-er smtimes u noe... theres so much she wana do and she can do better yet she onli got 24hrs a day and she needs 7hrs of sleep (btw she oredi cut down to 5-6hrs) and she got no $. i would suggest rong-er to start to have some savings and look for better prospects. maybe rong-er can go look for yu or juan to do sm financial planning for herself. idea sia! rong-er can be a happier person u noe... she was once very happy. actuali, not saying that she is not happy, but i believe she can be happier if things go smoothly for her. BTW, heard rong-er this yr fan tai sui! sigh... like i alwiz say: when God wans u to be suayz, he will go all out to make u suayz... yah btw, i oso realised rong-er been doing lotsa monologue lately... LIKE NOW!

the 1st 2 weeks of 2006

today, someone commented that i look as if im dead... true enuff... maybe i have lost the energy to look refreshing everyday. its juz so tiring. but i chose to blame it on the weather as its easier to get away with it. no point telling them what the hell is happening to me coz does it realli matter to do? can they help me? i seriously doubt so.

one thing i have learned abt yr 2006 is: it doesnt pay to be a KPO. yah, nv be a kpo unless its u got too much kponess in ur body to be release out. or else, juz keep it inside. tried to make things easier but in the end, ppl dun seem to appreciate what i have done and make me feel im juz a kpo and it doesnt pay. maybe to you the tix belong to him. but maybe coz im the one who has been following up so i feel more for the pair of tix. i juz wana fully utilise the tix so that everyone is happy. in the end, maybe onli that bobo gets happy coz he managed to pick shit. to you, im juz being a plain kpo. fine, i shall wash my hands off from this matter. let u guys settle it. its NOMB anyway why shld i bother... in the end onli get myself misunderstood and hurt. din enjoy the ikea trip coz of that. maybe i was wif the wrong company bah... going ikea is abt the shopping experience. u can go in for hrs and come out empty handed. yet the inspirations on how to deco ur hse will definitely make the trip a fruitful one. stop counting in the cost of going ikea... there are many things in life which u cannot measure wif $.

think i finali noe whats wrong wif us. its our conflict management method. im more of collaboration and compromise; urs is avoidance. maybe its time to tok to xl... smtimes i need a pair of listening ears and not hearing ears...

btw, yest i gave my blog add to 2 persons, Mr AT and Mr Cousin. i duno how often will they be visiting my blog. anyway, i oso duno who have been reading it either. juz feel that this is a channel for me to jot down my tots. Cousin ask me whether i have been trueful in my blog entries, am i scare that ppl read abt my inner tots. i told him that if u got this bad habit like picking ur nose, would u blog abt it and let everyone noe? i think i have been very trueful in my entries. i feel for every word i say here. but of coz, i will tend to avoid to mention sensitive issues here coz i think maybe those issues r not meant to be shared.

finali my new yr resolutions for 2006!

yeah yeah finali i got the time to think abt what i have done in yr 2005 and make resolutions for yr 2006. heres a simple recap of my happenings in 2005:

1. i have managed to achieve 2 main things which i was unable to do for the past 25 yrs of my life... the 1st is I managed to differentiate LEFT and RIGHT! to many of you it may seem like an easy task since young... but me was unable to do so

2. i have learned how to swim! yeah this is another achievement! yah i duno how to swim since young but duno what happened, i finali got the courage to go and learn this life skill. to me, its a great challenge coz its hard to imagine this 25 yr old ger in the middle pool learning how to "bend, kick and close".

3. i must credit my ability to diff left and right to picking up driving. i got my driving license and the whole process was a memorable one... to think im such a bobo, laff when i failed and cried when i passed. anyway its all over and i got my license!

4. like l3, i attended the 1st Laoz wedding held this yr on 26th Feb 2005. it was a very fun experience and i bet everyone gota remember it esp our dear tiffy woke up fully dressed for another wedding dinner.

5. i think 2005 is oso the yr i travelled the most. i went to china (shanghai, suzhou, hangzhou, nanjin and wuxi) with my family in april. it was supposed to be a tour cum find relative trip. we din managed to find my relative but i bet my father is very happy that he finali got to go shanghai where our ancestors came from. in november, i went to taiwan wif l3! it was a very fun experience coz its a free and easy. we managed to taste many goodies! not forgetting turkey in dec which i was the tour leader. its my 1st experience as a tour leader and i saw snow for the 1st time too! damned bloody cold there and i started to appreciate sg's weather.

6. i quit that bloody old job of mine and started work in this new job. i feel im like jumping from one shit to another... but think the shit is getting better. shld i change job again, hope i can upgrade to smthing better den shit. hehehe

7. learned this magical phrase from xl: "if you cant put down ur pride for the person u luv, there is no one else worth for you to do that".

8. cant think of anymore now... will update shld there be any..

anyway i hope to achieve the following in yr 2006:
1. learn how to dive! get my diving license!
2. pick up a new skill. was thinking of taking up some design courses to value add myself.
3. be a happier ger. not saying im not happy now, but hope that i will be a better person and learn more things!
4. learn to be more contented. i feel im a pretty easily contented ger... but i hope i can cherish all i have now better...
basically, i wana be a better person as age catches up...

May 2006 be a GREAT yr for my families and all my frens and laoz!

a note b4 my new year resolution

Actuali i wanted to do a retrack on the events or happenings for me in year 2005 after seeing what our dear l3 had done. but i told her, i cant think of any yet. anyway i shall post that soon once i managed to recollect all my evil-doings in 2005. juz wana complain abt some things that happened in office which i seriously cant stand.

i know that my company is not doing so well nowadays. as many of you know, my company alwiz nv pay me on time. to many of my frens out there, they dun understand why i still wana work in this company that dun pay on time. to be frank, i feel that at least this company gives me the kinda job satisfaction i wan, the empowerment and make me feel impt and an independent worker as compared to my previous bobo company. i seems to hate joining some particular colleagues for lunch nowadays coz i realised that lunch is their complain time. smtimes they dun complain but they juz seem to blame everything on the fact that the company has no $ or that it is mistreating them. another bobo been telling some news abt our company to parties who r not concerned. the intention is not to juz chat but i feel its to condemn the company. i admit i myself is guilty of that too, telling my frens and mgg i nv get my pay. but my intention is juz to let them feel for me and not to hate the company or disclose any information to let them think i know alot... i realli dun understand these ppl... if u r not happy, i seriously think u shld consider leaving. but the fact is they r not! they r not actively seeking for better employment opportunities. they feel they r the company's asset and w/o them the company will DIE. but sad to say, i feel they r in fact liabilities to the company. their attitude is being brought to their performance in their work. for me, i feel since im staying put, i shld juz do my work n think positively that things is going to be good... if one day i shld feel that theres nothing positive coming out, den its time for me to leave. the management may be fucked up or whatever shit u can call, but my responsibility is not to monitor whether they fuck things up anot but to do my job well...

sigh thats why i tend to avoid discussing abt the company wif them during my lunch but things more light hearted. u know how well the company is doing liao and how bad u feel to be in this shit... maybe u shldnt be counting the shit u r in to be reminded of it. anyway i managed to get one free lunch from mediacorp radio. hahaha so happy go eat my fav xiao long bao. hahaha wait till i try den tell you guys whether nice anot...

at the mean time, i shall think abt the recollections of 2005 and resolutions for 2006. tata!