Friday, January 13, 2006

the 1st 2 weeks of 2006

today, someone commented that i look as if im dead... true enuff... maybe i have lost the energy to look refreshing everyday. its juz so tiring. but i chose to blame it on the weather as its easier to get away with it. no point telling them what the hell is happening to me coz does it realli matter to do? can they help me? i seriously doubt so.
one thing i have learned abt yr 2006 is: it doesnt pay to be a KPO. yah, nv be a kpo unless its u got too much kponess in ur body to be release out. or else, juz keep it inside. tried to make things easier but in the end, ppl dun seem to appreciate what i have done and make me feel im juz a kpo and it doesnt pay. maybe to you the tix belong to him. but maybe coz im the one who has been following up so i feel more for the pair of tix. i juz wana fully utilise the tix so that everyone is happy. in the end, maybe onli that bobo gets happy coz he managed to pick shit. to you, im juz being a plain kpo. fine, i shall wash my hands off from this matter. let u guys settle it. its NOMB anyway why shld i bother... in the end onli get myself misunderstood and hurt. din enjoy the ikea trip coz of that. maybe i was wif the wrong company bah... going ikea is abt the shopping experience. u can go in for hrs and come out empty handed. yet the inspirations on how to deco ur hse will definitely make the trip a fruitful one. stop counting in the cost of going ikea... there are many things in life which u cannot measure wif $.
think i finali noe whats wrong wif us. its our conflict management method. im more of collaboration and compromise; urs is avoidance. maybe its time to tok to xl... smtimes i need a pair of listening ears and not hearing ears...
btw, yest i gave my blog add to 2 persons, Mr AT and Mr Cousin. i duno how often will they be visiting my blog. anyway, i oso duno who have been reading it either. juz feel that this is a channel for me to jot down my tots. Cousin ask me whether i have been trueful in my blog entries, am i scare that ppl read abt my inner tots. i told him that if u got this bad habit like picking ur nose, would u blog abt it and let everyone noe? i think i have been very trueful in my entries. i feel for every word i say here. but of coz, i will tend to avoid to mention sensitive issues here coz i think maybe those issues r not meant to be shared.

1 comment:

MiN said...

"im more of collaboration and compromise; urs is avoidance." --> realise that it's the same case for all of us.. tough one..