Actuali i wanted to do a retrack on the events or happenings for me in year 2005 after seeing what our dear l3 had done. but i told her, i cant think of any yet. anyway i shall post that soon once i managed to recollect all my evil-doings in 2005. juz wana complain abt some things that happened in office which i seriously cant stand.
i know that my company is not doing so well nowadays. as many of you know, my company alwiz nv pay me on time. to many of my frens out there, they dun understand why i still wana work in this company that dun pay on time. to be frank, i feel that at least this company gives me the kinda job satisfaction i wan, the empowerment and make me feel impt and an independent worker as compared to my previous bobo company. i seems to hate joining some particular colleagues for lunch nowadays coz i realised that lunch is their complain time. smtimes they dun complain but they juz seem to blame everything on the fact that the company has no $ or that it is mistreating them. another bobo been telling some news abt our company to parties who r not concerned. the intention is not to juz chat but i feel its to condemn the company. i admit i myself is guilty of that too, telling my frens and mgg i nv get my pay. but my intention is juz to let them feel for me and not to hate the company or disclose any information to let them think i know alot... i realli dun understand these ppl... if u r not happy, i seriously think u shld consider leaving. but the fact is they r not! they r not actively seeking for better employment opportunities. they feel they r the company's asset and w/o them the company will DIE. but sad to say, i feel they r in fact liabilities to the company. their attitude is being brought to their performance in their work. for me, i feel since im staying put, i shld juz do my work n think positively that things is going to be good... if one day i shld feel that theres nothing positive coming out, den its time for me to leave. the management may be fucked up or whatever shit u can call, but my responsibility is not to monitor whether they fuck things up anot but to do my job well...
sigh thats why i tend to avoid discussing abt the company wif them during my lunch but things more light hearted. u know how well the company is doing liao and how bad u feel to be in this shit... maybe u shldnt be counting the shit u r in to be reminded of it. anyway i managed to get one free lunch from mediacorp radio. hahaha so happy go eat my fav xiao long bao. hahaha wait till i try den tell you guys whether nice anot...
at the mean time, i shall think abt the recollections of 2005 and resolutions for 2006. tata!
