today i went to vivo city

i was requested/ordered to post smthing here today. i seriously got nothing to blog abt. its still the same old thing... nothing much happened. i am pretty occupied with getting a lappie which is going to cost me a fortune. i am oredi starting to eat grass now. coz of it, i am delaying my plans to study a course. maybe its good oso, for me to think more b4 comitting to study again. and coz of it, i cant realli go oversees this yr.

would realli love to go for a short trip this yr. but cant find kakis. maybe i shld go myself? bali? bkk? short trip bah coz wana save more $$ for next yr japan trip. seriously... i wish i can join ld for europe but think its realli too way off for me... its been my dream to visit prague. too bad, mgg cfm wun wana visit wif me... at least i have a goal to work towards to :)

btw, think foong is able to discharge tml. so happy for her. went to pray for her yest. duno since when, i started to go pray pray whenever i have some problems. even my mama was thinking whats wrong wif me. maybe its relly true, when you r helpless, the onli thing u can do is to pray. this remind me of a "joke" someone told me in my seconday days. there is this guy who wana grow tall. he ask his tall frens how to get taller. they suggested for him to play bball. so he tried. he went to play bball everyday got himself all tired but still in vain. so he went back to his fren again and ask them: is there any way i can get tall w/o working out? the ans they gave him is: ask god. though this was a joke my fren told me, teasing his fren. but i feel its very true. if u nv try, no one can help you. u can onli help yourself and there is no free lunch in this world... but of coz... u can alwiz ask god for more directions...

i have completed my assignment miss chiu. thank you :)

Glad to have you with me

yest was quite a happening day for me. happening in a good way i feel.

attended a wedding dinner wif mgg and surprisingly saw my Cousin there. glad to see he is still the same old cousin. dunno how is he doing at home but who knows it may be a blessing with disguise? during the wedding, mgg told me smthing... the thing that i have nv told any one. it is the thing that had made me feel inferior all these years. i have nv mentioned that to any one. coz of it, i am unable to be confident in front of others and alwiz feel im at a losing end. maybe its the leo in me that i have nv mention this b4. but he actuali realise that in me. thanx mgg... for knowing me. sorry that i alwiz feel that you duno me. maybe its you know me too well liao thats why u dare to say those harsh words to me...

found a good fren back. brought back memories from 3 years back. no matter what happened... wana tell you: glad to find you back! u r still my special and cherished frens no matter what happened.

i think im realli blessed ger, with all my good frens, mgg, family and laoz. thanx everyone... i will learn to count my blessings!