Not to keep everyone in suspense but the time is not ripe to disclose the good news... duno whether its good news to others but at least it got me damned excited.
As for the matter hovering... it just burst in the air. Actually I felt quite disappointed with the results. Nonetheless, maybe it is all fated. It got me guilty the whole week... feeling sorry to the peeps I may hurt if it happened. But now, knowing it won't happen, I wish it will, with no regards to those peeps. Think that's just so human... 以自我利益为中心. Only feel for others when your needs and wants are met. Maybe my 心 isn't as 美as I tot. Mgg, you are so right! Argh hate myself for that...
Anyway, no point brooding over it anymore. Life still goes on. I alwiz learned this by heart: the earth will not stop spinning just because your world stopped.
rong-er 加油！
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