Thursday, October 20, 2005

overloaded... overburdened...overrun...overkill? over and over (song by "oh my god")

one thing b4 i forget! i promise i will update the outlook of my blog when i come back from taiwan! i shall add rosie inside my list, do a tag board, change the boring colors... rosie must teach me k!

yah i know maybe u may think im juz plain lazy... its tt me realli been so busy. and i onli got to find out last nite that i had been busy doing things for others and none for myself. facing many problems...

1. family problem
my mama is going for a holiday soon wif my auntie. bet i gota miss her alot. been trying to be nice daughter lately coz i haven been home chatting wif them due to my fairs. gave her $ and bought her thermal wear coz heard its cold there. worse of all... i gota do hsework. i felt that i gota oversees my family. yah u may find it horrible but... I DUNO HOW TO USE A WASHING MACHINE! the old one is easy but this new one (not realli that new think been ard for at least 4 yrs) i nv use b4. can imagine what a horrible ger i am rite? not onli stress wif that... my father is sick. one thing abt my father is that he gets very paranoid when he gets sick. machiam end of the world for him one and he will seek everyones attention. imagine what life gota be when u r sick and ur wife going for a holiday and ur dearesr daughter going soon? bet he is going to give hell for my brother who is going to face him most of the time. juz spoke to my bro, he says he will help in the chores... sweep and mop 2 times while mama away for 1week.

2. work problem
my dear GM mag seems to think that she saw me wearing my undies outside. IM NO SUPERMAN! she made fern to go tour lead to japan (envy!!! when will it be my turn?), ask me to go do see-off. when fern isnt ard, mind you we got 2 fairs coming up 28 and 29th at HDB and 2nd - 6th at jurong pt! i gota be a 查fit人! die manz.... imagine i gota oversee the event set up for both events, do all the collaterals, managed the free gifts... seriously i duno how am i going to survive on top of doing the hsework i gota do! also, i gota work with BETTY! damn manz... seriously speaking i feel im quite an easy going person but... betty is one hell whom i seriously duno how to manage or handle her! to be frank... i feel she is throwing her weights ard juz bcoz she thinks she has alot of working experience and been working very long in the company. today juz tell me she feel like beating me up (hope its jokingly). looking at the org chart, she is actuali my subordinate leh... argh!

3. r/s problem
not realli much to do wif me and mgg... but mgg got 3 projs at hand which 2 of them i gota complete b4 i go taiwan (b4 i go taiwan my mama is awaym fern is away, i gota do hsework and manage my dept). to be frank i dun mind doing projs coz one of them seems pretty interesting. yah i enjoy doing projs actuali. but... why everything juz come to be suddenly... so overwhelming...

4. personal problem
i going to taiwan... and i got no time to pack how ah? oso... my pay duno will come anot... spend my $ on my driving... hope pay can come den i will have more $ to spend or else gota use credit card liao... sianz sianz sianz!

well... the above shows smthing... one has many obligations in life. the older u grow, the more obligations u get. others problems will seem more impt den urs and urs will alwiz come last... u work very hard but for others... when will we ever have time for ourselves? maybe when we finali take our rest and close our eyes 4ever?

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