Be With You

Juz got back from Bt Timah hill. went there despite the rain. walked with umbrella. abit feeling like the movie i have juz watched, Be With You, aka Using the Rain to say I Love You. I watched this movie wif mixed feelings. coz the nite that me and mgg quarelled, i actuali wanted jio laoz go watch this movie. maybe if i have went ahead wif the movie, we wouldnt have quarelled bah... nonetheless, i nv regret watching the movie coz its realli smthing sweet. like love letter, love may have blossomed long ago w/o u knowing it. but i still prefer love letter. coz i felt heartache after watching it. imagine that ur hubby married u juz becoz u look like a ger he adores back in his high sch days. and u onli realised that after he is dead... imagine the guy u detest had been writing ur name on the library card. u tot he is juz writing his name and vandalising the card... actuali he is writing the name of a ger he likes. Love is juz a strange thingy bah... even though u noe u r going to die ultimately, u still choose to be with the person u love.


anyway, got a durian free from auntie. hehehe felt very much indebted to her. maybe u guys wun understand bah... but the bond between me and auntie may be much more complicated and deeper den i ever noe. i will nv forget the day we hugged and cried out our pains together. its onli till den, den i realised who is the one who got hurt the most. we alwiz blame our parents for jumping into conclusions based on their own judgements and nv put themselves in our shoes... but have we ever put ourselves in theirs? bet alot of us r guilty of them. maybe coz we r not parents ourselves bah... parenthood is lifelong learning. u gota learn how to cope wif ur child as they grow older and proceed to diff stages of life... and its very pain when u r helpless... not knowing what u can do to help ur child and cope wif ur own pain...

hope tml wun rain, so that she can pass her driving :) rem to drink authentic tou hway zui ah!

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